Today is the day we're getting married. Me marrying Tzuyu. Love? Fake love? Maybe.. We marry just for family matters, business actually. Our parents want to collaborate their company and there's come this marriage. On our first meeting with both families, she already said that she just do it for the business's sake, same goes to me.
In a business, there always a contract. We'll be husband and wife for 6 months, after that we just follow the flows. I'm on the aisle waiting for her. Then, the doors open reveals her and her dad. I was too fascinated with her beauty that I dont realize she's already in front of me. "Hey~ " she whisper. I'm back on reality. This is just a contract marriage.
The priest start the wedding. We say our vows and it's time to kiss. I hesitate. "It's alright. Just for show, right?" she whisper again. I take a deep breath and kiss her. Her lips soft. I think.. I already fall for her. This is still a marriage. I'll try my best to make her fall. That's what I plan.
But she already had hers. At our home that her parent gave as our wedding gift , she already make her way to her room. I want to follow her but "Your room is over there" she point the opposite way of the house. "Okay" I say. The next day, we're on our way to airport for honeymoon at Hawaii for a week. This holiday was from my parent, they gave us the tickets and details yesterday after the event end.
At Hawaii, we share a room. I thought of my plans for making her fall but it's just another plan. Her boyfriend, Taehyung already wait for her at the hotel's lobby. Another shock for me, she really dont want this marriage. "Hey, its okay right? I'll stay with my boyfriend in his room. We can enjoy ourself here since it's holiday." she say innocently. "Yes. I'm fine with that. Err.. Meet you another 6 days here." I say to her. What a fine lie.. "Okay. I'll go now. Let's go, babe" she say clings to his arm. "See you again, bro" he say.
With that, I spend my time at Hawaii alone. I go jetskiing, find the best food, shopping some gifts for our families so that they will not notice anything. I was happy doing whatever I loves here, but then realization hits me. I should do all the thing with my wife, not alone. Fuck this marriage! At our last day here, we meet again at the lobby. They're the one that looks like newlywed, not us. Then, me and Tzuyu go to the airport since our flight earlier than his boyfriend, later at night.
We're back at Seoul. Back to our own rooms. The next morning after preparing breakfast, I go to her room to check if she's done, then I can drive her to work. "You can go first no need to wait for me" she say after hearing my knocks. "Okay, there's breakfast in kitchen" I say. "Thanks. Also you dont need to wait me later, I'll be home late at night" she say. I weakly go to kitchen, breakfast by myself. Then, I write a note for her eventhough I already told her earlier.
That's our routine everyday. I will go to work first, then she'll go later. At night, she will be home around midnight. At weekend, I'll always stay at home doing my paper works or just rest while she's went dates with that Taehyung, sometimes he sleepover here. Yeah, I heard them. Its hurt me. Every time I heard that, I just go out to drink at park nearby and after 2 hours, I go home.
On our unusual weekend where our parents will visit to check our 'progress', we'll be acting all sweet. That's the only time I get to hold her and I want it to be forever but no. It's hurt me so much cause when our parents go out from our condo, we'll be back at our routines. How I wish that our parents will visits us every day, selfish me! I can't do anything to make her fall, she's always work and with her boyfriend. All my plans always been crushed.
I try to distract myself by go to clubs and try one night stands, but I cant do that. The only things that will distract me, just drink the alcohol. From the lightest to strong, I try everything. Then, there's this stupid side of me. On our every month anniversary, I will buy a cake with nothing writes on it. I will just celebrate it with myself. But, there's also my happiness source come from, she will eat it the most. I dont know. I just felt happy that she ate it, stupid me.
As usual, I buy the cake and decide to write something on it. "Happy 6th month anniversary!" that the thing on the cake. At home, I put in on fridge then take my luggage. I get to my car and drive to my dad's company to end this living hell. I sign the divorce paper and send it to Tzuyu's office by my secretary. I dont have any strength to look at her. I need to let her go. She's happy with someone else. Thank you Chou Tzuyu for being my wife even just on papers, being my little happy pills, being my living hell...
