"I loved you like there was no tomorrow yet you left like yesterday didn't mean a thing"
All my life I wished for was a family .A happy home to come to I've had it but it all came crumbling down when my mom took me from my only happiness and she wou...
Hours later back home: I walk in waving at the guards kindly.I walk in through the door and am immediately pulled in a crush boning hug.I hug Matheo tighter.I hug everyone else and head upstairs to rest.I lay in bed just remembering I have Lorenzo after me.Ohh fuck I need to end it with him.I can't give him hope when I'm with Epifiano.Gosh my life is so messy sometimes.I call Epifiano informing him I'm safe and he let me rest he said he would call me tomorrow after school.I fall asleep effortlessly.
Next morning: I wake up panting hard.My body covered in sweat.Fuck these nightmares .It was the time my mom hit me for not coming early from school.She hit me till I layed unconscious on the living room floor. Fuck I quickly get up heading towards the shower and wash away the horrible memories.
I lay there for about an hour calming my nerves down a bit.I get out wrapping my body with a fluffy towel.I quickly change into the uniform and put my hair in a bun.I see I have about an hour left and decide to paint something.I paint lonely tree and in the background a shining moon.It didn't really need a lot of colors.
Hoppla! Dieses Bild entspricht nicht unseren inhaltlichen Richtlinien. Um mit dem Veröffentlichen fortfahren zu können, entferne es bitte oder lade ein anderes Bild hoch.
I wash my hands and make sure my uniform isn't dirty which I'm thankful.I grab my bag exiting my room to the dinning room where everyone's having breakfast.I greet them all with "good morning".I grab a cup of fruit eating it all.
"Ready to go principessa"I hear Marcos ask as he gets up from his chair.
"Ugh yeah let's go"I say getting up and kissing papa,Matheo,and Gabriel on there foreheads.
"Hey ladybug what's poppin"I hear Lucas mutter while putting his helmet on.
"Nothing"I say grinning ear to ear
"Well someone's happy"I hear him mutter
"Indeed I am"I say as I remember the sweet texts Epifiano sent me this morning. "Good morning my love how was your day mine was horrible because you weren't by my side I miss you"I smile softly turning my engine on.We drive safely to school.We park in the back because of the stares I've been getting recently.I walk with Lucas and my three annoying brothers by my side as we talk shit about this fighter who thought he could beat Lucas because of his weight.Like I mean everything is about mind control.You need to read the others person mind by there steps or there body language.We walk in the main door,quickly my smile frowns as I remember I have to tell Lorenzo we can't.I feel really bad I gave him hope and I mean I do kinda still like him but Epifiano right now is the one I want to see.I put in my bag in the locker then turning around looking for Lorenzo who I spot sitting with his best friends Adam and Adrian.I walk up to where there sitting.
"Hey Lorenzo can I talk to you"I say
"Yeah of course"he says as he gets up following me to an empty class room .I walk in and pace around for a couple minutes.
"What's wrong Elanora"he says making me more guilty then I am
"Lorenzo I'm seeing someone and I'm so sorry I gave you hope I feel terrible I truly am sorry I...I can't even look at you in the eyes..I'm sorry it's just..I say looking away form his brown orbs.
"Okay well It's fine I hope your relationship goes well"he says genuinely meaning it but something crosses his eyes quickly .What was that,whatever. I look up smiling sadly to him.He hiding something is he looks very tense right now.
"Thanks for understanding"I say walking away
Lorenzos POV: Fuck I'm honestly kinda disappointed.But I know it's for the best she can't trust me when I'm supposed be hurting her.The only girl I like and my dad finds a reason to fuck me over.Shes everything I wished for in a girl.But she deserves better than to be lied to.I can't tell anyone papa will kill me if I do.Even tho it hurts .When my papa wants something he gets it no matter the cost and that cost may be killing people in the future.
To who ever is reading I'm taking a break but I'm gonna write more chapters Thanks enjoy 😊 Posting again Monday
