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Dear Diary,

10.21.20


I went to school today. not to study dummy, i never like studying and i already now I'll be dying so why not spend my time with them than this stupid little shit called school

well, i didn't expect to see Juyeon with his ex earlier.

I can't deny i was hurt but i know my friend was more hurt. she sees them everytime in the class, holding hands and would flirt infront of them. that's more cruel.

he didn't even saw me standing there, infront of the gate while waiting for them. i was disappointed. my doctor never mentioned my condition could affect Juyeon's eyes.

did he not saw me or was he just ignoring me?

i should talk to him. not because he was ignoring me. because he hurt my friend, Yooha.

it's okay, I don't need to treat myself since I'm starting to die. what's the point of confessing to Juyeon when he already has someone new.

i should let go, also accept the fact that I'll be dying.

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