sincerely, my heart [poetry]

POISONOUS NARCOTIC;

[tw: abusive themes, just to be safe]
you gave me your poison,
intoxicating smoke in my eyes
fading into your heavenly prison
another soul in front of me, i fantasise
twisting your words,
to what you want me to hear
that on your strings, im alive
while you watch me disappear
eyes pointed at me like feathered knives
stuck on the air supply that runs on gas
covered in gasoline, see the fire start from afar
curious feeling of walking on shards of glass
of mirrors filled with everything that you are
lure me in with the scent of your roses
breath all her petals and thorns in
haemorrhage in my lungs
scent of cold, burning torn skin
that does tender wonders
my throat ripped apart
a blockage in my heart
but your enchanting smile
and your tuneful words
nails on my neck and your insides are hostile
keeping me locked in your chains
hold dear to me, the stains of torture
smile on your face, poison in my veins
like a lit candle my lifespan grows shorter
feeling foolishly euphoric
addicted to your poisonous narcotic