With being numb.
I want to be dead.
"Harry-?"
Dead. Dead. Dead.
Nothing, darkness, numb.
I can't do this.
Of course they would prefer this. Everyone would prefer this.
I killed so many people.
They died because of me.
They died because I couldn't save them.
They died because I wasn't enough.
It should have been me.
"Harry."
Tonks
Remus
Teddy doesn't have parents.
I killed them.
I took them away from him.
He doesn't deserve this.
Fred.
Sirius.
Cedric.
"Harry-"
Murderer.
Murderer.
Waste.
"Harry."
Kill yourself.
Do it Freak!
"Harry!"
DO IT FAGGOT!
"NO! NO NO NO NO NO!"
"HARRY!"
I was pulled out of my thoughts so fast. Thrown away from that, that
voice.
What the fuck is happening?
Where am I?
Where am I?!
WHERE AM I!!!?
"HARRY!"
I whimpered.
Hogwarts.
Fuck.
I'm back at Hogwarts.
Not another episode.
You dumb piece of shit.
"Harry can you hear me-?"
It was him.
Draco.
I thought I had locked the doors-?
Oh shit
I forgot the silence charm.
He must of heard that, and got in here to have a go at me.
But.
But he hadn't said anything-?
He only looked at me with concern and fear in his eyes.
And then it hit me.
He hadn't left my side.
He hadn't had a go at me or bullied me for my episodes.
He was always there to help.
He was always there.
Why hadn't he left?
You're going to kill him y'know.
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