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Hi

I would have really liked to update but this is not it. This is a bit personal. You can choose to read, if not, I don't mind. You are here to read new chaps, not personal craps. I really want to vent out somewhere and I choose this.

So, February has been really crappy. I am trying not to cry while writing this. The sense of failure has always been there but this month it has grown a lot. I have never felt this hollow. I am not able to live stress free. Everyday, it is the same. I get up in fear and sleep in tension. There are two things I really really want. One is almost a need before March starts and there was a hope I would get it but as days pass, the tiny hope is crushing and so am I.

I really really want it. If you can, please please  pray, I get it soon.

The other thing is a problem because I lack confidence. If you have any tips/soothing words/advice. Please give me a lecture on confidence, self belief and faith😂

I know I could have written this and not chosen to post it. But I really wanted a real person to read it and if you can, give me some advice or atleast pray for me.

Bye, sorry for being a mess. I will try to update.

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