of coffees and messages [epistolary #1]

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October 17, 2015, Friday

Mish:
Hiraya, ano nang gagawin ko?

Mish:
Mom told me to leave him. Hindi ko kaya. Ako ang may kasalanan so bakit kailangan kong iwanan si Ravie?

Read 10:15 p.m.

Hiraya:
I don't really get your mama's point, ha.

Hiraya:
Hindi ka naman nawala sa dean's list! Nandoon ka pa rin! Bumaba lang nang kaonti! Why is she pressuring you to do that same thing over again???

Read 10:16 p.m.

Mish:
Dahil gumana noon, kaya yun na lang naiisip niyang paraan para bumalik ang focus ko sa pag-aaral.

Mish:
She knew that after I broke up with my ex noong senior high, I focused more on my studies. At 'yon ang ginagawa niya ngayon.

Mish:
Argh! I hate it!

Read 10:18 p.m.

Hiraya:
Then, prove her wrong!

Mish:
The fuck you mean? 😅

Mish:
Ibabagsak ko ba ang studies ko just To prove her wrong???

Hiraya:
Gaga! Hindi yan!

Hiraya:
You study more and go back to your same spot on DL, or mas mataas pa! You can do it, I know. Prove your mom that you can kahit na lumalandi ka.

Read 10:20 p.m.

Mish:
I don't think I can.

Mish:
Kapag magkasama kami ni Rav, gusto ko na lang na mag-focus sa kanya at kalimutan ang pag-aaral.

Mish:
I am happier with him than studying.

Mish:
I can't multitask, Hiraya. You know that.

Read 10:22 p.m.

Hiraya:
If you want to save your relationship with Rav, learn how to multitask.

Hiraya:
Hindi pwedeng laging 'hindi mo kaya' because it won't take you anywhere.

Read 10:23 p.m.

Hiraya:
Did you tell him?

Read 10:24 p.m.

Mish:
Not yet

Mish:
I can't hurt him by telling him that.

Mish:
Iniisip ko pa lang na makikipag-hiwalay ako, tangina umiiyak na ako. Hahahaha.

Read 10:25 p.m.

Hiraya:
Patay na patay sa isa't isa. Gusto ko na lang magwalaaaa!!! 😤

Hiraya:
The only thing I can advise to you, learn how to multitask. Alam mo, napansin ko rin kasi na nakakalimutan mo dapat mong gawin kapag kasama mo siya, eh.

Hiraya:
It's not healthy.

Hiraya:
Learn how to prioritize.

Hiraya:
Also, remeber the 3Cs I told you?

Mish:
Company, Customers and Competitors?

Hiraya:
Pakyu, hindi yan! Umay na ako sa marketing ha tangina HNNNGGG

Hiraya:
Communication, Compromise, Commitment

Hiraya:
Talk to him. Communicate with him about your plan.

Hiraya:
Then, the both of you should compromise to each other.

Hiraya:
And last but not the least, stay committed with your relationship.

Hiraya:
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako ang nag-a-advise sayo, eh pota, single ako since birth!!!

Hiraya:
Anyway, I know you can do it. As much as I want you to stay with Rav kasi kota ko naman na happy kayo sa isa't isa, alam ko rin na may unhealthy sa inyong dalawa.

Read 10:28 p.m.

Mish:
I just really hate this one big flaw of mine.

Mish:
Why can't others do the same thing at the same time and I cannot???

Hiraya:
Actually, kaya mo. May limit ka nga lang.

Hiraya:
Like, kaya mo naman mag-stay sa DL kahit na mas inuuna mo na ang jowa mo. Bumababa man, you're still on the DL. AND THAT'S GOOD.

Hiraya:
Compare to me, di na nga nagjojowa, di pa nakakasama sa DL.

Hiraya:
Who's worse here now???

Hiraya:
That's meee! 😂

Read 10:30 p.m.

Mish:
Tssss

Mish:
I like the way you handle things better than me, no.

Mish:
Anyway

Mish:
Thank youuu. I'll think about the plan I'm going to do.

Mish:
I don't want to lose Rav

Mish:
But I don't want mom doing things that will make it even harder for me.

Mish:
Geee, I hate it.

Mish:
Thank you ulit. I'm going to prepare for sleep na. Labyu hiraya 😢❤

Read 10:32 p.m.

Hiraya:
Labyu! You can do it! Good night!

Read 10:33 p.m.