Falling In Love To A Womanizer | Ongoing

CHAPTER 18

"I can't.... I can't take him away in my.... my heart, my...mind."- bulong niya. So I'm right, she's in love.

"I want... I want to....to forget him." - dagdag niya. Nakikinig lamang ako sa kanya.

Nang makarating ako sa kotse ay inilapag ko siya sa front seat. Inayos ko ang pagkakaupo niya at nilagyan siya ng seatbelt. Bahagya ko ring ibinaba ang upuan so she can be comfortable. Tinanggal ko ang kamay niyang nakasabunot sa kanyang buhok at inilagay sa gilid niya.

"I hate.... him... No, no, I hate my....self for falling for him." - she said while her eyes are closed. I am just listening to her rants and watching her angelic face.

"I'll take you home-" I stopped when I realized that I don't  exactly know where she live and worst it's already midnight so probably all the residence in that place were sleeping so I can't ask anyone.

After weighing things, I decided to bring her to my condo unit. I don't have choice, I just can't leave her alone. She's my sister's friend so there's no malice. However the thought of the two of us in one room makes me worried. I'm so weak. Damn, how can I be chill.

Inilapag ko siya sa kama at inayos ang pagkakahiga niya. Matapos ko siya kumutan ay aalis na sana ako subalit natigil ako ng bigla niyang hawakan ang kamay ko.

Tiningnan ko ang kamay niyang nakahawak sa akin bago ko inangat ang aking paningin upang tingnan siya.

"Aren't you attracted to me?"- mahina niyang tanong. Natigilan ako sa kanyang tanong.

"God knows how attracted I am to you." -mahina ko ring sagot habang nanatili kaming nakatingin sa isat-isa. I don't know kung sino ang nakikita niya when talking to me coz' as far as I remembered she's in love and she's saying this to me.

"Then why are you leaving me here?"

"What? You're drunk, go to sleep now ihahatid kita bukas."- kinakabahan kong sabi at agad tumalikod pero muli akong natigilan ng magsalita siyang muli.

"Why you can't love me back?" -nangunot ang noo ko.

"You love me? Since when?"- hindi makapaniwalang tanong ko.

"Since I first saw you."-mapait niyang sabi habang napapapikit pa. That's in the parking lot! Is it even possible?

"Wait, you know who's you're talking right now right? C'on who I am?"-naguguluhan kong tanong. I just can't believe it,  kailangan ko makasiguro.

"Anthon." - mahina niyang sabi dahilan upang manlaki ang aking mga mata subalit napailing ako.

"Yeah, you're drunk. Go back to sleep now."- napapailing ko paring sagot at muling tumalikod ngunit agad niya akong nahila dahilan upang madaganan ko siya. Damn this girl! She really don't know what she's doing.

"You don't know what you're doing Angela."

"Who said?"

"You'll going to regret this tomorrow-"

"Stop talking and kiss me."-mahina niyang sabi. Napalunok ako habang nakatitig sa kanyang mga mata papunta sa kanyang  mapulapulang labi.

Right from that moment, I lost myself. It seems like her lips invited me to taste it, to licked it, and savour the sweetness of it. I kissed her softly and I don't understand what I'm feeling right now. It feels so different, it is something I want to keep and don't want to forget.