(hunter x hunter) Kurapika x reader (angst) you dont know me

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"W-w-what do you mean you're breaking up with me?!" i looked away from him i did want to see his face knowing as soon as i did i would want to hug him and tell him i would never leave

"I mean we're over!"

"You can't just do that and expect me to be fine with this right. I need a reason we were fine yesterday so why are we breaking up?!"

"Cause Kurapika I know one day your gonna wake up and see that I'm not the person you thought I was. I'm not the kind person you think I am. I've done fucked up shit in the past and I know!!! I KNOW YOUR GONNA WAKE UP AND SEE THAT I'M A MESS I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING ANYMORE WHO AM I KURAPIKA WHO THE FUCK AM I??? Cause i have know idea i wake up every goddamn morning and see a thing in the mirror and i have no idea who they are cause i know that they are not me"

I walked up stairs and grabbed all of my stuff and walked back down the stairs Kurapika was still standing there shocked

"One day when i know who i am i might come back but until then you don't know me ok tell the others that i love them and that they need to forget about me just like your gonna do ok goodbye Kurapika"

"Do i not get a say at all in this y/n!"

"No no you don't you know why!? Cause as soon as i do your gonna make a speech about how you will help me find how i am and what i wanna be and thats gonna make me fucking stay when i know I NEED TO LEAVE! So im sorry but im done see ya don't come looking for me your gonna waste your time"

As soon as i left the house and got into my car i broke down i know i couldn't drive like this for long so i drove to my best friend's house i really hope that he knows i'm doing what's best for him when i got there i took the guest room like always and stood in front of the mirror i slowly lifted my shirt up and showed a spider tattoo the spider number 0.1 which only mean im the next in line for the head of the spiders thats right im y/n lucifer chrollo's little sibling

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