The Sad Files

Chapter 1

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Many times in life, we see things that we can't get but desperately want. Wether it's clothes, new phones, etc.. But, what if you want a person? What happens if you yearn to be with somebody who doesn't care about you? Do you chase after it or let it be? Do you cry endlessly until you finally fall asleep, dreaming of what could only be true anywhere else than reality?

I'm asking for a friend. A friend who's so lost and tired and sad that the best part of her day is hearing his voice; a voice that she could recognise out of a million different tunes. She hates reality and spends every spare moment away from it. She laughs and laughs and laughs only as an attempt to comfort herself.  But it doesn't work. It'll never work. She knows that.

She's somebody who pushes everyone she loves away, but inevitably ends up crawling back to them. She's a crybaby. A crybaby who's tears know no bounds, which is one of her biggest downfalls. And unfortunately for her, she has many, many downfalls.

She's somebody who can't decide on what the philosophy of life is, so she ends up searching and searching with no real answer. Her questions are vague. Her mind is hazy. She drowns out all of the violent query's in her head with melodies and lyrics, memorising and analysing as she goes along.

She knows there is no solace. So she pretends to ignore. And ignore does she...