in love with the moment

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"why George"

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Tw . Angst, no happy ending
this one kinda hurt :(















I looked up at the small boy, praying and hoping that he would say something, say anything. The room was silent, but my heart was loud, banging against my eardrums in a way that made me wince with each painful thud. I was numb from the outside, but I could feel the breaking of my heart, and the suffocating loneliness begin to build inside.

"Just say something george... please"
I pleaded with the boy. I needed something to help me cope, something to help me understand how the boy had fallen out of love... but there was nothing. He never cried, he never screamed, he never apologized... he didn't care

"Just tell me what i did wrong, how long has this been happening george"
He kept his head down, his cheeks pink and his eyes stayed closed tightly. I reached my hand out, my cold skin burning against his warm touch and he flinches, pushing my body farther away before he speaks

"You were never the one, i couldn't let you go because i knew how you felt... i never-"

"What?"
I could barely breathe
"You let me fall george.. It was never my intention to fall in love. You fucking let me fall even after knowing that you didn't want this."

"I'm sorry Y/N I didnt wan-"

"Just stop. Please"
I began to get up, my body suddenly aching.
Tears ran down my cheeks, the pain was unbearable

"Please just let me explain Y/N..."
I grabbed a bag, filling it with the things that i had left at his house before walking out of his room and down the stairs, ignoring his pleas for me to stay.

I could hear the thumping of his footsteps before a hand found its way onto my shoulder. He turned me around, pulling me into his chest, letting apologizes fall from his lips like a broken symphony. I could feel his heart against my skin, but the usual love that i felt from the sweet things he did like this disappeared. His words slowly drowned out of my head, and all I heard was silence.

"Why"
I could feel the vibrations from his chest stop and his grip on my body softened.

silence.

"Why george"
He let out a deep sigh, then moved away from me, grabbing my wrist and dragging me farther back into the house. We sat on his couch, the same couch that held so many memories.

"I was in love with you Y/N.. i just had not realized that i loved you in a different way. I fell in love with the feeling that you gave me, the attention, the love, the kindness from your heart, b-ut i don't think i was ready for falling in love with you as a person... I don't think I ever could be ready"

I sigh, trying to pull myself together and hold back my tears for the sake of my pride. I stood back up, taking one final look at the boy before walking to the door. I paused for a moment, allowing everything to settle, then turned the door knob

"Don't fall in love with the moment and think you're in love with the girl. Goodbye george."
The door closed, and suddenly everything was gone.




































































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