I woke up today
my head was pounding.
I closed my eyes
The sounds surrounding.
Dogs are barking
Kids are yelling.
I can't make out
what they're saying.
I want to lay here
To hide away.
I don't want to get up
To face another day.
My heart feels empty
Its heavy and low.
My head is crowded
The pain no one knows.
I keep it all in
It's better that way.
I don't want anyone
To feel this pain.
Losing my loved ones and
losing my mind.
I feel like I'm dying
All of the time.
I love and trust very few people
But worry here soon
I'll loss them all to.
My chest is achy
I cannot breathe.
Would it be better
if I were to leave?
Maybe God
Will just take me instead.
Maybe this
Is what I get.
But maybe, just maybe
Life's has more for me still.
Maybe, just maybe.
Life always will.
MAYBE...?
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Mission Blue Poetry
PoetryPoems written from pleasure and pain life's lessens & little blessins lost love and shattered live's, broken hearts and stabbing knives. With beauty, love, sex and joy. I write for the pleasure of it. Thanks for reading.
