MY 5 BROTHERS

chapter 26

Victor pov

After my outburst I left to my room. I never meant to say all those things which I told now but it was the truth. The truth I went through and never even made them realized .
I love them all a lot and I want everyone of them close to my heart after hearing those words from Karen broke my heart

It wasn't the first time Karen told me all those hateful word. When the twins were in teenage years they often disrespected me and told me many worse things so I was used to that but after Lilith came I got close to everyone especially Karen and him telling all those words Again broke me

And Liam he started drinking and smoking after father died and I often used to listen to him after he got drunk and I never mentioned that to him on the other hand Anthon grew close to me. We were about same age and he always insisted me to let him work with me but I refused. I didn't wanted him to give up on his life which he is supposed to enjoy

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"Hey Victor we are going for a trip to Paris. You are coming right?" ethan asked

"No" I replied

"why? You always wanted to visit Paris right?" Enzo asked

"uhm actually I don't want to visit Paris anymore" I said and it was a lie

It was my dream to visit Paris since I was 16 and I wanted to go but I had to work for my brothers. If Ill go who will look behind them and who's gonna make money for them and right now I can't waste money just to complete my dreams . I have to save money to buy stuff for Liam's college
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Today the girl whom I love since 2 years proposed me and I was so damn happy but I rejected her. Because I had no time for relationship . I barely have time for myself. I have to look upto my 4 brothers and then work and also find my little sister.

I can't waste my time in relationship. After rejecting her I went back home and all I wanted to do is lay in bed and cry my heart out. It was getting so heavy Inside but when I entered the house I saw Liam was drunk again and he messed up all the house.

I quickly head to the kitchen and made lime juice for him and made him drink that and then put him to the bed and now I just wanted to go on bed . But I can't I had to clean the whole mess which Liam made.

I made my way downstairs and cleaned up the living room and it took me two hours and then when I was finally going to my room I saw Anthon rooms light was on. I knocked on his door and I heard a "come in" and went inside. He was on his study table studying for upcoming exams and I was happy at least he was studying "victor can I please get something to eat I'm hungry" he said and I gave him a small smile "of course wait, I'll make something and call you till then you study" I said and left his room .

I went to the kitchen and made pasta for him and went back to his room with pasta I made.
"eat This and then get back to study" I said and pat on his head
"yes ,thank you Victor" he said and I smiled

I left his room and then decided to check up On the twins and luckily they were sleeping. I then went into my room and finally Laid on my bed and cried

I looked up to the ceiling "I miss you dad, I wish you were here. I really miss you" I said and cried until I feel asleep

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I heard a knock on my door and I was out of my thoughts
It was actually the memories of the old days
"come in" I said and Lilith entered the room
She sat on the bed beside me and hugged me from the side. And I hugged her back

"I love you Victor" she said and it was so sudden that I was shocked

"why so sudden?" I asked

"because I want to let you know and I love you and you mean a lot to me"she said and smiled

"I love you to"i replied

"you know I always wanted to have a father figure in my life but I never had and I used to feel so bad about it but when I think about it now I thank God that I never had a father figure because you should only have one father figure and I got him now and that's you" she said and I looked at her shocked.

"yes you are like a father to me victor, you did everything a father do for their children. You gave me home , family, love, affection and everything I wanted or needed and I'm so thankful for that and I love you so so so much" she said and kissed my cheek

"thank you so much Lilith ,it means a lot to me" I said and gave her a kiss on her forhead

"now let's go downstairs your 4 big childrens are waiting" I said and he looked at me as I smirked