Circle: The Love triange that made me crazy

Circle ten

No matter how hard I tired the grounded sucked! I'm so happy Kat let me borrow her blackberry or else I would be lost without it! I've heard from Brian that they have a gig tomorrow night at the showcase not to far from where I live. I wish I could go to see them but I can't.

Thankfully my mom hasn't caught Johnny yet. He's been  here every night since I got gtounded. I love him to death. He's the best boyfriend I ever had.

I've been talking to Zack through Kat's cell phone. I wrote his number down. so whenever I can get mine back I could put his number in. I never knew he had a sense of humor to him. I always thought he was dark and mysterious. I had a feeling he was hitting on he. Which I didn't mind. I actually liked it. I know it's wrong but I do like Zack. Only problem is he does not like me. 

I sat at lunch today Watching Zack and Lilly flirt and be a loveable couple. It made me sick. I felt myself becoming Jelaous over them.

Zack glanced at me a couple time's. I knew he saw that I was hurt. But I can't show these emotions. Not  in front of my boyfriend. The he would suspect that something is up between me and Zack and that would not be good.

I looked around and I noticed Kat looking at me like she had no idea what I was doing.

"Brenna can I talk to you for a minute" She asked

I nodded and she pulled me over to the other side of the cafeteria

"What are you doing. Looking all jealous over Lilly. Are you crazy" She asked.

I shook my head no.  "I don't know what's wrong with me." I said. I couldn't tell her that I like Zack. I can't tell anyone.

"There's something going on and I will find out. I won't say anything B. I'm you're best friend" She said. I decided to tell her.

"Ok, the truth is, that I like Zack too. But he doesn't like me. So it's all ok" I said. Kat shook her head. She knew something that I didn't know

"Brenna Zack likes you too" she said "He's only with Lilly to make Johnny jealous" She informed me. I knew that Jimmy had told me that they both liked me but I refused to believe it

Lilly was my best friend and she wouldn't do something like this. I knew her since third grade. This was impossible and I did not believe it. Kat and I walked back to the table, Zack's face brightened when he saw me reuten. I did not look even thought I wanted to

Johnny but his arm over my shoulder. The bell rang and we all went our sepreat ways. Kat gave me her phone so I could talk to Johnny. But she told me not to talk to Zack. I knew she was right but I ignored her warning anyway

The school day ended and Zack somehow found me

"Hey. Do you think you can come watch us play" He asked

"No. Grounded remember" I said sadly

"Sneek out" Zack suggested

I was going to sound like such a good child "If I do she'll ground me even longer" I said

Zack pleeded with me until we reached his car. There was no way I was going to resist that, He was so cute when he did that

"Alright, I'll sneek out" I said blushing, Zack gave me  a hug, I could hear my mother honking the car horn for me to go

"Bye" I said in a hurry

Zack kissed my cheek and released me. I couldn't wait for tonight

"Hey Brenna. You made it" Matt yelled when I walked in

"Yep, sure did" I said.

Johnny ran over to me and gave me a kiss

"Yay your here baby" He said. I blushed and gave him a hug. Zack stood in the back near Jimmy and I waved to him. Zack smiled a bit and waved. I don't think he liked me hugging Johnny too much

Around eight thirty the guys went on  statge. Kat myself and Veronica and Annaliesewent to the front to watch them.

They where amazing. Matt dedicated the first three songs to Us. They played unholy confessions, we come out at night and chapter four.

The concert ended at midnight. After I turned to leave, Zack walked me to the door. He gave me a kiss on the cheek which I gave him back. When he left I began to walk home. In the entrence of the dorr was my mother. Standing there like she was ready to end my life.

I knew I would never be able to get out of this one.