Anarchy love

4. Accidents happen*

I woke up half naked with Jax on top of me. After the little moment with Jax everything went hazy. I gently roll Jax on his side of bed and just before I got a shirt on Tara comes in and gasps.
"You fucking slut" she said as she slaps me I look at her and grab her by her hair and take her out into the hallway.
Shut the fuck up me and Jax did NOT have sex. So just leave it alone and we call it- I was stopped by her slapping my AGAIN

"What the fucking hell is wrong with you." I asked.

"You slept with my boyfriend Allison. What kind of friend does that." she said looking at me with hateful eyes

I smirk "you think me and you are friends ha you might as well fuck yourself right here. He and you-" she slapped me in the face. That was the last straw I drew back my fist and used all of my force and knocked her out, sighing, go to the bar and grab a Pepsi
Any minute now people will be crowding around Tara, I walk past her limp body pull on my shorts and leave the clubhouse I drive to the motel and grab my stuff. I find a note on my bed

" You thought you could run away bitch and think I wouldn't find you? You think that thing with your car was and accident Bullshit. I found you and I am coming"

At the bottom of the note I found the most hated name of mine Tommy, I am more afraid of him then Gemma. I shudder and grab all the stuff I had and walk out I walk out to my fixed car and drive to the club house. I walk in to the bar and everyone is staring at me I look around Tara was awake and smirking at me Jax standing next to her. I sigh "what do you guys want?" Everyone looked at each other and smiled for "forgiveness of Tara you will be washing our bikes and her car" Tig said smirking

"Fine" I sigh and go into my room to take a shower I come out and put on my bikini and some high-waisted Jean shorts I put my hair in a French bread and walk out everyone is eyeing me. I walk out and grab the stuff I need and start washing everyone came out to watch. I washed Clays bike then Jaxs and Tigs, Opie, Bobby, Chibs, Happys and anyone else's bike. I go up to Tara's car and stop. Everyone looks at me waiting. I walk up to the doors and grab a beer and take a swig them come back out and start washing when I am halfway done I walk up to them again I go to Tig and whisper "come to the back with me."
I take his hand and walk him back to his dorm but only to the door. " we aren't going to fuck around I am just going to clean your room ok" I say smiling lightly.

"Damn I was really hoping for more princess" he said with a smirk.

I start to laugh and say "let me wrap my legs around your waist"

"Ok doll but I can't say I can't promise anything weird happening." "Ok but trust me" I say, using my pointer finger, I point to my sweet spot and he kisses it. I moan softly, He nibbles on it and I moan louder. I pull his hair and he growls I smile he opens the door and walks in. I jump off of him and start to clean his room and he jumps on the bed. He grunts at moments and I will moan at other times. When I was a quarter of the way don with his room I said 'fück me Tig fûck me real good'. A few minutes after I said it he replied with,"God, baby you are tight." I silently giggle to myself and he smirks at me. We stop after awhile and I finish cleaning Tig makes himself look disheveled I do the same I peak out of the room and everyone is by the opening of the hallway I slip one of Tigs sheets on ( it was a strapless swimsuit) and jog to my room I get in my room and jump in the shower 30 minutes later I walk out and grab acid washed short shorts and a floral crop top I fishtail my hair and walk out everyone was staring at me.

"What ?" I asked Tig walks out and gives me a girls panties and heads back to his room I blush and head back to my room and throw away the slutty panties and walk back out and go to the bar and grab a bottle of vodka and go to the roof everyone follows me I stop at the ladder and look at everyone and laugh. The all took at me with confused looks Tara looks at me and says "what are you laughing at slut."

I instantly stop laughing and walk up to her and smirk "you honestly think I would sleep with Tig he is around Chibs age and I did it as a very cruel joke to all of you so shut your fucking mouth you wouldn't know what a slut is if you got hit in the face by one" I said and climb up and sit with my vodka in hand. Jax comes up and sits down

"Did you sleep with Tig because what we were hearing you two sound pretty hot and heavy." he asked. I took a swig of vodka and look at him. I look at the ground. Everyone left it was 9:00 at night I look at him again

" I went into his room jumped off of him and started to clean every now and then him and I would moan and or grunt. Once I was finished I looked at him and he made himself look disheveled I did the same I was wearing a strapless swimsuit so I just got one of his spare sheets and walk into my room. I took a shower and do all the stuff I normally do walk out and stare at you guys. To make it more real Tig grabbed a pair of sluts panties and hands them to me I walk into my room and throw them away." I said my throat getting tight getting angry about how anybody would think that I would sleep with anyone in the club, I was practically a fucking member.
He looks at me the entire time and kisses me again, but this time he kissed me passionately, I kiss back as our lips move in sync. We both grind our hips together and a moan slips from between my lips. I slip my hands under his shirt drawing circles on His back, he grunts lightly, He finds my sweet spot and kisses and nibble it I moan way to loudly I bet everyone heard me, I blush. He smiles against my skin." Oh how I missed that side of you." we connect our lips once more. I stop myself from going any further with Jax. I stand up and grab my bottle and head down I go into my room and start to cry. After what seems like hours Jax came in and sat next to me and I look at him and say

"I have to tell you something Jax."

"What is it ally?"

"When I left after the night we had sex I um .... 2 weeks later I found out I was pregnant."

He just looked at me in shock "yo-you were pregnant?"

"What happened to the baby?"

I started to cry again " she died 2 days after she was born Jax she had the heart defect you had but she couldn't cope with it so she died I cried day and night until I thought of something, would she want me to just sit her and mourn her death? No she would want me to go back to college and finish what I started and that is what I did I got everything I wanted except for one thing, and that was my baby."

"What did you name her ?" He asked staring out into the pitch black sky.

"Annabelle Gem Teller ."I reply with a smile on my face knowing Gemma would have been happy with the middle name.

He looks at me and starts to cry " I am sorry I wasn't there for our child but I am here now and nothing will happen I promise"

"And there is this guy, named Tommy, he abused me after my Annabelle died. He raped me. He said it was my fault for falling in love with a biker. And I believed him I believe him until I left. Which was about a year ago." Jax sat there with tears in his eyes shocked.

I came up and gave him a hug he hugged back with all of his might. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck I kiss him on his forehead then his nose and then his lips it was supposed to be a peck but it turned into something more, we kissed with all of our heart ache for our little girl, who I know would have been a little devil with some angel in her. I woke up in Jax's bed remembering the nights had last night, it wasn't very eventful, we just talked about what had happened in our lives and where we are now and how we want to be in the future. I got up and turned my back from the door, I heard it slam open but I didn't have enough time to react by the time, I tried to turn around I was already on the ground I look upfront the wooden floor and see....

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Sorry for the cliffhanger guys but I thought it would be easier to end here