Beastly love(Remus lupin) {COMPLETED}

Mate

As we watched the river I turned to Remus, "Are you okay Remus? you've been acting so strange, like keeping me close and everything"

I saw Remus close his eyes and sigh lightly, he lifted his head up and looked out to the river. "Honestly I don't know megs, for some reason when others are near you I want you nearer to me, even now with no one round I just feel the need to protect you"

This was something the book mentioned... males would become very protective of their mate. I took one of Remus hands and held it in mine.

"Remus I think I know why"

Remus turns to look at me and I realise now I'm going to have to mention the pull and what i've read.

"Do you know anything about the pull?" I ask as I avoid eye contact, I look out to the river to keep my eyes busy.

Remus chuckled lightly which puts me a bit at ease, "Yeah, actually I guess I could ask you this now seeing as you're also aware of the pull"

I look to my right to Remus, there's a light blush spread across his face. "I was thinking, we could do it tonight?"

I blush when I realise what he means, too mate, tonight.

"I guess it would be the perfect opportunity" I sigh lightly as I thought of the comment. I do want to mate with Remus, and knowing the pull means we are ready does set in stone that Remus is my mate.

I turn full towards Remus, he did the same and looked down slightly to meet my eyes, I smiled.

"tonight"

Remus smiled and kissed me lightly. "lets go!"

--------- Great Hall------

"you two look awful but are also acting weird" Freya motioned towards Remus and I and we sat eating our dinner.

I looked curiously to Freya. "What do you mean?"

"well today is a full moon so like always you guys look like death has hit you, but you aren't in glum moods like most of the time" Lily spoke up and Freya nodded along as she stuffed another piece of broccoli in her mouth.

I blushed when I realised they were talking about how we were acting due to the pull and what was going to happen tonight. "Oh well.." I began to explain, not too sure what I was actually going to say.

"we just had a good date that's all, it's lifted our moods for tonight" Remus butted in to stop me from saying something stupid.

Sirius and James gave us a look, I made eye contact with James and he winked at me...what the....I turned towards Remus and nudged him

"yeah know?!" I whispered/shouted.

Remus smiled bashfully. " They needed to know not to come"

I rolled my eyes at Sirius who decided to then wink at me. I continued to eat my dinner. I really hoped to get away from the others as soon as possible, I was feeling worse than normal.

"want to go now?" Remus asked me quietly, he was clearly feeling the same way. I nodded my head and he took my hand and we stood.

"we'll let madame Pomfrey know" James nodded towards Remus, he smiled gratefully towards him and we briskly made our way outside to the whomping willow.

Being inside the shack I felt calmer but I knew that was only because I wasn't near people to attack. Besides Remus of course.

"We don't have long till the full moon hits, I'll have to bite you right before we change" Remus explained as we sat down on the worn out sofa that was in the room.

I nodded nervously, Remus seemed to pick up on it and took my hands, "if you don't want to do it we don't have to do it now"

I shook my head quickly, "no I really want to do it but it's just going to be so odd"

"If you want to stop at any point just tell me and I'll stop straight away" Remus explained stroking my hand.

"Okay" I took a deep breath.

Remus smiled before kissing me lightly. I smiled into the kiss and brought my arms up to his neck pulling him closer Remus lay one hand on my thigh the other on my arm.

⚠️Slight smut not really but yah....⚠️

Remus squeezed my thigh making me gasp slightly, he took the chance to slip his tongue into my mouth and deepen the kiss further, he pushed me down slightly so my head was on the arm rest of the chair. My arms were still around his neck but now Remus' had moved both to the edge of my shirt.

I tugged lightly on his own shirt in a way to ask him to remove it, quickly breaking the kiss I took the chance to catch my breath and definitely not subtly check out the fact Remus had been hiding a freaking six pack.
My mouth was left hanging, all this time... He had hidden that?!

"You'll catch flies" Remus chuckled and he used his finger to shut my mouth and kissed me lightly.

His hands trailed down my stomach to the hem of my own shirt and Remus slowly lifted it before I pulled the rest of it off myself.

I suddenly felt incredibly anxious and self conscious, I tried to cover my stomach with my arms, Remus didn't need to see all the scars I have from scratching myself when I've turned in the pass.

"Don't hide yourself, you're beautiful" Remus smiled and gently moved my arm and kissed a few of my scars.I blushed brightly at the movement, was it possible to fall more for the boy?

At that, I suddenly felt a jolt of the pull, I know for certain Remus felt it as well as he kissed my lips and then cheek, "ready?"

I nodded and let out a shaky breath ,"yeah"

Remus started kissing down my neck to reach my shoulder, at this point I could feel myself getting ready to change. Remus' teeth had already change because I could feel the sharp teeth at my skin.

Remus' hand found him and squeezed it reassuringly before I felt him bite me. I sucked in my breath as I felt his teeth sink in. Is this what victims of vampires would feel like?

Remus sucked some of the blood that had appeared and I squeezed his hand as I felt more pain shoot through it, however it didn't last long because the pain suddenly sub sided.
Remus pulled away and looked at the mark before kissing it once more before we both full changed into werewolves.

⚠️ End of my awfully written scene ⚠️

This pain was just as painful as most changes, however as soon as I change I knew my wolf was a lot calmer than usual. It spotted Remus and instead of attacking, I went up to him and sniffed him before we both starting looking at each other whilst walking in circle.

Mate

Was the first thing I thought of when I stopped moving, I lunged at the other werewolf, at first I thought I was going to attack but instead it was more of a playful attack which Remus seemingly caught onto as well.
We continued to playfully nip at each other before both looking up at the full mood peaking through the small windows in the shrieking shack. We both howled at the same time, it wasn't a warning howl more of a happy one. We settled down and curled up together.

I hope every full moon was like this now.

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Oh god I am so sorry this chapter was probably awful because I had no idea how to make it work 😅 I hope you enjoyed it!!
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