Behind Closed Doors

35 • Time Passed

Lux

Jah would shit herself if she knew I was here. Since Ocean or Bricks isn't around anymore her friend Rico and Ali has been taking care of her club and her shop. I miss her so much. 

"Aye bro what's good?" I said walking up to Ali. 

"What the hell are you doing here girl?" Ali asked me grabbing me by the arm.

"Aye it's alright Jah said I could be your friend but only if you stay in your lane. You have to fucking help me get the hell away from her?" I asked. 

"How the fuck am I going to do that Jayden? Huh with help from you? Jah has had me jumped I don't know how many fucking times just for talking to you. Dani has gotten her ass beat how many times by me? The bitch acts like she is fucking you or something." 

"I never even fucking told Jah I wanted to be with her in the first place. I wanted shit to cool down between me and Queen, I am fucking hurt that I never got that chance to fix shit with her. I just want to get away from Jah and all this shit she has going on" I said. 

"I have tired Jade, I have you know this bro" she said.

"Thanks Ali anyways, I can't blame no one but myself anyways. I am just going to head home."

"Nah just chill here for a second, it's fine. I just got some other shit going on. Aye Lauren did you get it?" Ali asked. 

"Yes, it's in my car" Lauren said and smiled at me. "Hi Jade" she said. 

"What's good?" I asked. 

"Nice to see you around" she said and smiled.

"Sure" I replied nodding my head.

She walked off with Ali for a moment and I just walked back into Ocean old office. Everything still looked the same, I looked down at the tattoo of Ocean name on my arm but was met with roses because Jah forced me to get it covered up last year. I traced my fingers over the area where her name was placed and started laughing because I remembered she fell in the tub. 

"What you doing in here?" Rico asked. 

"Nothing just looking at shit" I said.

"We all miss her Jade" he said.

"I don't even know how I got mixed up in this shit with Jah, I never told her I wanted to date her. It's like after she found out I had been with Ocean she wouldn't let me go."

"Jah if you haven't noticed is a rip off of Queen, the girl isn't right in the fucking head. All she doing is tearing up Queen city. I bet they wished Queen wasn't gone now" he said and sat down. 

"Yeah your right. I want in on whatever you are doing."

"Nah son, she will kill me. She....we don't want you to get hurt."

"Forget Ali bro, I'm smart ass hell. I knew some of her buyers, her clientele" I said.

"I can't even if I wanted too. Its not up to me little mama" he stood up.