Baka Sakali // Completed

Wakas

GOODBYE AND THANK YOU!

It's been a rough journey for me and finally, it's done. My heart is aching because I hate goodbyes and now, I am saying a goodbye. It was fun to write 'baka sakali' because I have basis and inspiration some of the scenes. And, to tell you honestly, I had many attemps to write our story but, I always end up deleting it because of cringe-stuffs. And after of many attemps, I finally wrote on and entitled it as 'baka sakali'

I never really imagine myself finishing a book because I know that I am a very lazy person and typing is my weakness and my fingers were murdered but all hard works; paid off well.

THANK YOU!

Thank you for being with me this quarantine and patiently waiting for my updates! Thank you for reading my story, I really appreciate it so much! To my bestfriends who always keep on believing me, thank you! Thank you, Quennie and Danica! You're part of this!

I dedicate this story to those people, you know who you are!

And also, to the other characters who's been mentioned here in my story, thank you for letting me use your name or attitude or personality, it means a lot to me. And, I'm sorry for not asking you permission. It may invade your privacy but don't worry, I changed your names so it will not be obvious!

PS. Play Before you go by Lewis Capaldi (para feel na feel)

xxx

Wakas


Love

It been a month since Zean passed away. Hindi ako makapag aral ng maayos. Hindi ako maka function ng maayos hindi ko alam parang gusto ko nalang din mamatay.

"Bro, exam na." Aldrei reminded me. But, I can't function myself.

"I don't want to take." walang gana kong sabi habang nakahiga lang.

I know I shouldn't supposed to do this.  My grades is affecting me I just feel not doing it. Simula namanaty si Zean parang wala na kulay ang buhay ko.

Nagulat ako hinawakan ni Aldrei ang kwelyo ko at pwersang inangat ako. Nakita ko ang galit sakanyang mata.

"Tangina naman, Rafael! Kung buhay si Shan sa tingin mo masaya sya sa ginagawa mo ngayon?!" sigaw niya saakin.

"Sa tingin mo magugustuhan niya ang ginagawa mo?! Bro! Hindi natatapos buhay mo dahil namatay si Shan!" sigaw niya saakin ulit.

Tama naman sya....si Zean na lagi talag cheer saakin sa lahat kapag gusto ko na magive up andyan sya sa tabi ko para sabihan ako ng inspirational words. Pero ngayon wala na sya, wala na sya dahil saakin.

"Huwag mong sisihin sarili mo, Rafael. Hindi mo kasalanan ang lahat." mahinang sabi ni Aldrei at binitawan na ako.

"Pero kung sana hindi niya ako nakita kasama ni Rhea kung sana hindi kami nag break sana...sana kasama ko pa sya sa mga panahanon na kailangan niya ako...." mahinang sabi ko.

He tap my shoulder and sighed.

"Hindi mo kasalanan. Diba nga sabi ni Shan, there are things that aren't meant for us and things don't do according to what we want." sabi niya saakin at naalala ko ang mga sinasabi saakin ni Zean.

Namatay si Zean sa isang car incident nahulog sya sa bangin kasama ang kotse at sumabog ito. At first hindi ako naniwala na siya iyon dahil kilala ko ang katawan ni Zean pero nang sinabi na sya iyon at ang kanyang gamit at cellphone nandoon.