Graced ( under edition )

Runaway

So let's runaway, they will have to find another heart to break, why don't we just runaway
Never turn around, no matter what they say.
We'll find our way,when the sun goes down on this town there'll be no one left but us. Just like runaways
They will have to find some other hearts to break.
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My eyes met the cold, soulless gray ones. The look of harshness and hatred were visible as he looked back at me. My father was holding hands with a woman that I have never seen. The feeling of betrayal and  uneasiness took over me. I didn't know what to do, I have always known that my father has been cheating on my mum. It was obvious he was with another woman when I needed him the most. He never seemed to care, heck, no one does. I ran over to him and I couldn't help but let everything out. " You, you have ruined me, with your foolishness and selfishness you have a killed a soul. Throughout the years that I lived with you I have never learnt what a father is. You were never my ' dad ' and you will never be, I needed you the most but you were-" I paused to take a deep breath and wipe my tears " you were to busy with..her and I'm sorry I gave to say this but I give up on you and I hope I'll never see your face again, don't bother coming home."

I just stared at him while shaking my head and I just ran out of the shop. I felt a sharp pain deep down my chest. I heard my name being called but I just ignored it and started running back home. I got back home and as I was about to reach my room my mum called my name but i ignored her. I can't stay here anymore. I am torturing myself. It is cold , I am alone and I can't deal with this shit anymore. I got into my room and cried my eyes out. Things are just complicated. I hope I would just die. I am so sorry mommy I am so sorry daddy. I got a backpack and started packing my clothes I packed every single thing and I came to a stop when I looked at the small portrait that had a picture of my parents and I. Mum and dad wore a beautiful smile and mine was toothless. After packing everything up I applied a bit of makeup. I added some deep black mascarra, black eyeliner and some dark lipstick. After I packed everything I got my shoulder bag and decided to make sure that my parents are asleep. I slowly got into their room and looked at them. I felt pity for them. I looked at them and felt like my whole world will fall apart any second. I carefully closed the door and headed towards the front door. " I am sorry " I whispered as I left and locked the door. I am so sorry.  ' ' what are you doing ? ' my conscience got the best of me. I starting twirling my hair around my finger, an old habit of mine. Whenever I'm in deep thought, or whenever I'm nervous or anxious I'd twirl my air around my finger. I started humming to one of my favourite songs " Hold on tight,
This ride is a wild one, make no mistake,the day will come when you can't cover up what you've done."
Sighing I stopped to rest, not finding any cabs, but I was sure as hell heading towards the airport because I have already booked a flight to New York City. It's going to be long since the distance between Australia and the U.S is huge. Luckily, I called a cab and got in. We headed to the aerodrome, they should call for my flight at 2:00 am and now it's still 9:30 pm. The ride to the aerodrome should take about an hour or so. I plugged my ear-buds into my ears and got lost into my own world. An hour had passed and we pulled up infront of the aerodrome. I handed him the money " keep the change " I murdered and smiled. The winter breeze hit my face and it felt perfectly comforting. I'm going to miss it here. I can't believe I'm gonna leave Australia. As I entered the airport, the guards took my bags to check if I have anything such as a weapon or so. They placed my bags on the machine and I waited on the other side so I could take my bags. I took them and took a seat on the uncomfortable seats.