Lay Me Down 4:Without You

She's Gone

August Pov.

It Was Late And Rainy And I Was Just Putting The Kids In Bed.I Went In My Room And Watched Tv.I Ended Up Dozing Off And Woke Up To A Knock On The Door. I Wasn't Excepting Anybody To Come. So I Checked On The Kids And locked and Closed There Doors.There Was A Knock Again. So I Went To Open The Door And It Was Nova."Umm Is It Ok If I Stay Here For Tonight,I Was Heading To New York And It Started Pouring Down And I Needed A Resting Spot,If Its Ok." Nova Said So Innocently."Umm Yea,You Can Stay." I said.She Then Walked In And Hanged Her Raincoat.She Then Sat On The Sofa And Turned The Tv On."Oh This Is My Show,Have You Ever Seen It Before?"She Said As I Was Heading Towards The Stairs.I Then Looked At The Tv And Said"nope,What Is It?" "Its Gotham,Its A Good Show Luckily This is Is The First Episode,So You Should Watch it With me." She Said As She Patted the sofa."Oh Thats Nice,I'll Watch It In My Room." I Said.She Then Whined"Watch it With Me Please." She Then Gave Me A Puppy Face.I Sighed And Sat On The Sofa.I Watched The Show With Her And It Was Really Good,I Was Getting Into.I Was So Into It That I Forgot She Was There Until She Put Her Hand On My Thigh And Nearly Touch My Jr.I Then Moved her Hand And Said"What Tf Are You Doing." She Looked At Me Confused And Said"Whats Wrong Hun." I Then Said"I'm Not Your Hun."I Semi-yelled."Auggie Pooh,Don't Act Like You Don't Want Me." she Said So Calmly."Don't Call Me Auggie Pooh and I Don't Want You At All." I Semi-yelled As I Got Up."Aww Are You Sad Because Ashley Use To Call You Auggie Pooh.Get over It She's Gone.As In Dead And Gone.You Can't Bring Her Back.Now We Can Express Our Real Feelings Towards Each Other without her in the way." She Said As She Got Up And Touched My Chest."Shut The Fu** Up!Don't Talk About Ashley! I have No feelings for you Whatsoever." I Semi-yelled."August Get Over It, Ashley,She's Gone.Now Come here and eat This cookie." She Said As She Got Close To Me and started Touching me.I Then Pushed Her Off And said"I'm Really Trying not To Yell and curse you out,Because My Kids Are Sleep.Now Leave Me Alone."I Said.I Then Walked Off And Went Upstairs In My Room.I Then Got Some Clothes And Took A Shower.As I Stood in the shower I Began To Miss Ashley's Touch And Her Smile.I Then Had A Quick Flashback

-Flashback-
"You Aint Slick I Heard Ya A** Singing Shower."I Looked At ashley Through The Glass And Said" You Didn't Hear Shi*." "Oh Ok " She Said Winking At Me As I Bathe. She Then Sat On The Counter And Watched Me Bathe. I Caught Ashley Looking And Said"Whatchu Looking At You Little Pervert?"She Laughed And Said "Them Perfect Buns Of Yours." I Laughed And Covered Up My Butt. She Then Hopped Off The Counter And Left The Bathroom.
-End of Flashback-
It Felt Like I Just Relived That Moment. Like She Was Just Right There. A Slight Smile Came Upon my Face. What Nova Said Really stuck to me. She's Gone. That Really stung to hear that.Because it was true and I Didn't Want To Believe It.I Then Got Out The Shower,Dried Off,And Got Dressed.I Then Brushed My Teeth And Left Bathroom.To My Surprise nova was laid up in my bed with her undergarments only on."What Tf Is Your Problem?! Are You Crazy?!Put Your Clothes Back on!" I Semi-yelled .I Then Threw Her Clothes At Her."Auggie Pooh,I Know You love me." She Said."Bi*** I Don't Love You,You're Crazy.Don't You Have A Daughter And Boyfriend At Home.?"I Said.As She Walked Towards Me She Said"Yes,But I Don't Care About Them.I Care About Us." As I Backed Up She Jumped On Me.I Then Dropped Her On The Ground.She Then Looked At Me And Said"I Like Rough Daddy."She Then Crawled Towards Me And Tried To Pull My Jogging pants down.I Then Grabbed Her Wrist."Stop!Leave Me Alone ,I Don't Want you!" I Said As I Dragged Her Out The House,Into The Guest house. I Put Her In The House And Left Quickly And Put her Stuff outside And Locked All The Doors."I Don't Know Who's Crazier,Her Or My Fans." I Said To Myself. I Then Went back In my Room And Laid Down.I Know You're Wonder Why Didn't I Make Her Leave My Place And Go Somewhere else,But I Didn't Want To Be responsible if something happened as she drove to her destination.I Didn't Want To feel as if it was my fault something happened to her and I Could Had Prevented Her From Getting hurt.Y'all Understand Where I'm Coming from and Why I'm Thinking This?But Yea. I Then Sighed and Went To Bed.