Unexplained Tears
Unexplained Tears
And I wish I hadn’t shed them
Thick beads of blood
Am I sorry that I bled them?
I know it’s cowardly
And I wish I’d been stronger
Endless cuts unnoticed
The pain only seen after
Why, I’m asking,
Do I find strength in knives?
Stronger alone
Don’t want to win or survive
Stainless steel against skin
And the pain, it distracts me
Gone are my fears,
I feel the impacts on my body
Electricity running,
Nerves are warning my brain
Slash a couple more
I drop the knife, crying that I’m insane
Who can save me?
I’m the abandoned, the unwanted
Prayer on my lips
But I’m a sinner, my life wasted
I shiver, eyes blurry
And call out, who is listening?
Just darkness surrounding
I’m numbing, skin crawling
Unexplained tears
How I wish I hadn’t shed them
Out trickle beads of blood
Am I sorry that I bled them?
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My Poetry
PoetrySome of my poems. I can't say if they're 'dark' or 'light' if you know what I mean, because there is a mixture.. But I must warn you; I mainly right poetry when I'm a leetle depressed... So you have been warned.. :L
