She Wonders If

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She wonders if,

Everyone is miserable

When they die,

She wonders if,

They're going to cry

All the time.

She wonders if,

She's going to stay miserable,

When she dies,

She wonders if,

She'll still have,

Those blood shot eyes.

She wonders why,

They send her flowers,

But keep their distance,

She wonders why,

They blow her kisses,

But don't give her a second glance.

She wonders why,

They say they love her,

Tears rolling down,

She wonders why,

The tears don't stop,

They're going to drown.

She wonders if,

It's because she's dying,

That they're so sad,

She wonders why,

She doesn't die already,

So then it won't be so bad.

She wonders if,

It was all meant,

To be this way,

She wonders why,

It was her,

That had to die early.

She wonders if,

If things were different,

She could survive,

She wonders about,

The amazing things,

She'd do with her life.

She wonders if,

Everyone is miserable

When they die,

She wonders if,

They're going to cry

All the time.

She wonders if,

She's going to stay miserable,

When she dies,

She wonders if,

She'll still have,

Those blood shot eyes.

© LoveLaughTears

-- 2008

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