To Hope I Shall Cling
I feel as though I’m lost
I’m lost, that’s why I’m crying
I’m crying because I gave up
I gave up instead of trying
I’m trying hard to trust you
Trust me, I am not lying
Not lying clears my mind for thoughts
Oh, thoughts and dreams of flying
I’m flying yet I go no further
Further from the pain I’m feeling
Feeling turns to numb disorder
Disorder, chaos, my head is reeling
Reeling back and forth, I’ve found it
It tortures me, my heart is burning
Burning connected attachments to ashes
Ashes driven from the smoke that’s rising
Rising higher, where are you now?
Now the raging fire is dying.
I’m dying to hold on for one more minute
Minutes tick by- back to crying
Crying as I hope for the end
The end to all this worthlessness
Worthlessness does not allow the shield
The shield I use to hide from truths I confess
Confessions I whisper into darkness
Darkness that shies from the light you bring
Bring me something; happiness, hope
Hope I can stick to and to hope I shall cling
-2011
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My Poetry
PoetrySome of my poems. I can't say if they're 'dark' or 'light' if you know what I mean, because there is a mixture.. But I must warn you; I mainly right poetry when I'm a leetle depressed... So you have been warned.. :L
