My Poetry

Bully-Mia

Hello Bully-Mia

How are you?

You ruined my life

I'm so thankful-

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My friend Mia

Is with me all the time

When all the other kids say-

"Fatty, get a life"

Mia holds me close in her arms

And wipes away the tears

But she allows me to cry

As long as I want

She does-

She allows me to weep

And to shake as they all taunt

She tells me they're not worth it

And I know-I do,

I know--

I know that they're not worth it

But I know what they say is true

She tells me its okay

There is a simple escape

She pushes two fingers

Down my throat

Then washes my sick away

I cry harder and hate-

I hate it

I hate her

But she loves me,

She's helping me

I'm escaping from those kids-

Their harsh words and

Cruel laughs

I hate them

And now I feel the fat

Roll off-

They can't call me fatty no longer

They won't 'cause Mia

Helped me

She thrust her fingers

Down my throat

And brought up all the unkindness

I've cried and cried

And I'll cry again

But the feeling won't leave

So I reach for my throat

Of my own accord

And try to vomit the depression

But that won't leave

Won't disappear-

Won't leave me

Yet I feel empty

Now I'm just

A bag of bones

The kids are all so wary

My parents hound me

They try to force feed me-

Don't understand I'm trying

To escape the horror

The terror

The feeling-

That comes with being heavy

Then I'm in a hospital

A unit just for others

Who have another Mia

Friend

Who helps them get rid of

The rage

Then Mia leaves me

And I can't stand it-

The emptiness I feel

So I stop all together

I cry my last tear

Pray my last prayer

And pray that God will find it

Then I'm just a body

A dead one

A "Mia" victim

And as I float above

My funeral

I realise I was wrong

She tricked me

She lied

She didn't open-

But closed my eyes

My friend was no friend-

My friend was

Bully-Mia.

~LoveLaughTears ©

Tuesday 5th October 2010