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Annabella p.o.v

Another sad day of my life ; will who cares I have spent 19 years of my life in an awfully tragic way.
      whining is all I can do , but to what benefit.
  I thought I had  gave up my life along time ago and that I don't care anymore , if no one cares why should I.
Thoughts of ending this joke of a life run around in my mind like a loop a tape .
I sure I want to end it  ,it doesn't mater any more does it . I know my soul isn't mine , and I apologize  , I apologize moon goddess , but I just can't finish this play.

I sigh pushing dark thoughts away , even in this awful condition , moving forward and staying strong seems like the right thing to do , but it sure is hard as hell.
Another sigh escapes my cold lips.

  Sometimes I envy my foster family , because Christmas is on the doors . I think it's after a month or less . Actually I don't know sitting down here made me lose the track of time .
          I am sitting in this ugly dark  basement , because I got punished for something I haven't done. This always happens! My step-brothers always accuse me for stuff I haven't done ! Their way too old to think like this , but I think they have to be mean all the time . They are the "toxic twins"

A sad smile crosses my chapped lips as an image of my late parents cross my mind .
.I could have been setting in loving family drinking hot coco, yet I am setting in the corner of this dark basement .feeling the cold in my bones .
Death would be so much easier ,
  joining my parents in heaven that's when I'll feel happiness again.
"No , you have to stay strong " I whisper to myself , but in this dark wide basement it echoes sending
shivers down my spine .

" My head hurts from all the thinking."

And with that I moved from my corner , and went to the mirror ,well  the broken mirror ! I once had a tantrum . And shifted to my wolf and destroyed everything that had the sad accident of being in my face.
" this got delayed too much , I don't deserve this "
" why am I even allowing this I can kill them with a a nap of a finger !"

I placed my hand on my reflection  "if there's a will there's a way"
Adrenaline was doing the job of making my heart beat faster , I can hear th blood pumping in my ears ,and with that I shifted to my wolf and went straight for the door charging at it at full speed .

I did it ,i  broke the door

  My foster family had a horrified expression "Jesus .... oooh Jesus Annabella was eaten by a wolf how in bloody hell did he come in "shouted my stepmom . I chuckled , and let horrifying growl .
They all backed away from me . One of the twins tripped taking down the other with him .
" good boy , I'm sure she was enough of a meal... good boy " my stepdad coed with hands up in surrender. I sneered taking another step .
The twins started whimpering. " I would kill you all if it wasn't for my parents." I thought to myself.
I growled again and turned around making my way out of this shitty house .
I heard a thump " honey wake up it not a good time for a fucking nap ."
 
I wanted to stay and laugh ' I should have done this long time ago ' , with that I ran out of the door.

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Hey. this is my second story the first was on quotev , and I in such of a stupid way deleted it
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