Friends|Love|Actions|Reality

Chapter 20

I did it again. I said I wouldn't do it again, but I did. I've never been good at keeping promises, but I'm good at lying. I've been lying for a month now. Honestly, it's disappointing how easy it is. It's truly sad, but then again, I did "promise" so I guess it's easy.

"Hey (Y/N)! Are you playing the matches with us?" Hinita yelled excitedly. I knew why he was excited.
"I guess I haven't played with you guys yet have I? I haven't even practiced with you either." I replied.
"That's why we were asking." Kageyama said drinking milk.
"What do you mean we?! I asked!" Hinita yelled.
"Shut up Hinita Boke!" Kageyama angrily replied.
"HUSH!" I yelled making them quiet. "Yes I am playing! Alright? And stop fighting like fucking children or I'll get your father and other mother."
"Mom no!" They both yelled fearful. I chuckled.

"When do we leave?" I asked Daichi. He pecked my forehead before replying.
"We leave in 5 hours, why?" He asked. He sounded a little worried.
"Nothing, just wondering. Can guys walk me home?" I asked him and Suga. They both nodded.
"You know it! We love you to much to say no, besides, time has been going by slow lately." Suga said joyfully, but he also sounded hurt.
"Ya I agree. Why do you sound hurt Koūshi?" Daichi asked.
"Well I mean like Asahi has said before, nationals will be the last time we play volleyball. It's sad." He replied.
"I agree Kōu, but it will be alright. Make time when you guys get older to play." I said.
"I guess."

~Time Laps AGAIN (Sorry)~

'God! Just stop bleeding already!' I thought as I panicked. If I was going to play, I couldn't bleed out. 'God, I'm stupid. I should have told them I wasn't gonna play. This is gonna end badly. Physical and mental pain can be to much.' I thought again.

As the bleeding stopped, I put tiny little patches over my cuts so I could cover them with makeup. I used my concealer to cover up the patches so it looked like my skin. I messed up three times and had to re-do it before it worked. After, I put a thin, wet layer of tissue over the patches and water for it to dry, before I put more concealer in my arms. 'I guess I have to do it to my legs to. Maybe not the tissue though. Fuck, it might come off on my arms too.' I hissed to myself. I took of the tissue on my arms and just left the patches on my cuts.

After cleaning myself up. I put on my team jersey and lates down on my bed. '3 hours left huh? Well what should I do till then?' I though to myself. I pondered the thought for a long time. Draw? No. Paint? No. Homework? I don't need to. Cry? Not the time. Music? 'Music perfect! I'll record two songs for everyone.'

~ANOTHER TIME LAPS (Sorry Reader-chan. I skipped the national matches cuz I'm lazy and Haikyuu ain't over yet)~

"Good job guys! We did our best!"
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"Yeah!"
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"We gave it our all!"
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"(Y/N)? Are you alright?"
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"Shut up Hinita Boke! She's sleeping!"
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"You guys are to loud! Shush!"
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"She'll kill your if you wake her up."
"How do you know Dad?"
"I have and almost died."
"Woah! Cool!"
"Hinita not cool!"
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"All of you shut up and let her sleep. Wake her up when we get back!"
"Hai sir!"
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"Stop staring and sleep."

I woke up to somebody carrying me. I rubbed my eyes to try and see who it was, but I couldn't tell.
"Just go back to sleep (Y/N), we'll be home soon." The voice told me. 'Ryū. God, why are you so kind?' I thought tiredly. Before I fell back asleep, I said something.
"Get with Ennoshita already. I know you love him." As soon as I finished speaking, Tanaka replied before I fell back asleep.
"(Y/N)! Don't be weird and how did you know!?" He whisper yelled. I knew he was red.
"Cuz I know."