Bring Me Back To Life || Gavin Lux

twenty-nine

Ella's POV- Valentine's Day 2020

Enzo skated off the ice first and handed me, my skating guards.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked as I stepped out of the ice.

"Sure"

I slipped on my guards as he reached for his water bottle.

"What is it?"

He gestured at me to ask away as he took two large gulps.

"Nevermind," I told him.

He raised an eyebrow.

"Well now I want to know"

I stared at him.

"Don't judge me" I started.

"Go on"

"Promise," I said.

He stuck out his pinky.

"I pinky promise"

We hooked pinkies.

"You've had sex, right?" I blurted.

He slowly nodded.

"Yeah, what do you want to know?" 

Wait, what?

"Does it hurt?" I asked.

He smiled.

"I don't have a vagina, Els"

One of his brows raised as he looked at me.

"Ella, Gavin isn't pushing you to have sex with him?"

"No" I revealed.

I sighed.

"I'm the one who freaks out and just leaves him with a boner" I stated.

He took another gulp of his water, most likely to prevent himself from laughing.

"I feel bad though," I said.

"Why? He's got hands, Ella"

Oh god, kill me.

"I get it though, he's got needs but he can handle it himself if you don't feel comfortable"

Gavin had assured me many times it was fine.

"If he says it's fine, then it's fine"

"How old were you when you lost your virginity?" I wondered.

"I was 16"

He scrunched up his nose.

"And it was bad"

"How so?" I asked.

He chuckled.

"Uh, I lost my virginity during a hike"

"Did you plan it?" I questioned.

He shook his head.

"No, it was a spur of the moment kind of ordeal"

I see.

"We got freaky with no blanket to protect us from the ground"

Protect?

"There happened to be a couple of poison ivy plants around us"

I gasped and covered my mouth.

"Oh no," I mumbled.

He smiled.

"Oh, yes"

He gestured at his body.