Stepmom (2)

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Y/N's POV

After crying the rest of the day, I decided to go drop off all of Shawn's things that he had at my house. I knew I was being emotional and was probably overreacting, but truthfully I've been hurt before and I'm not going to take any chances.

I grabbed a box and put his toiletries, clothes, and all the gifts he has given to me inside. The hardest thing to say goodbye to was his sweaters. They kept me warm at night and made me feel safer when I wore them.

I put on some makeup to look presentable and to hid the fact that I had been crying for hours.

I got into my care and made my way to Shawn's. I didn't bother letting him know I was going. I was going to leave the box, rings the bell, and run away. The ride was filled with sad music blasting from my speakers. Tears were welling up in my eyes as I listened to 'Coaster' by Khalid.

I made it to his house and I parked outside of his driveway, grabbed the box and rang the bell. I turned around to run away and I tripped on a branch. I face planted on the floor and I heard the door open. My face was red and I didn't want to turn around.

"Daddy, a lady fell down" I heard a little girl yell. "Are you okay?" She came to my side and grabbed my arm, attempting to pull my arm up.

"I'm okay, I have to go now sweetie" I said in a rush, pulling my arm away from her.

"Y/N"

I knew that voice. His voice was raspy. Part of me wanted to run away. But part of me wanted to hear him out. 

"Shawn, I came over to drop off your stuff" I explained.

"I see that, are you okay?" He asked coming closer to me, I backed away from his as an instinct.

He slightly whimpered at my actions and told his daughter to go inside the house.

"Can we talk Y/N? I want to explain. Please" He begged.

His face was red, and tears were coming down his face. My heart started to hurt. I wanted to jump into his arms, and forgive him. But my head was telling me to go back to my car and drive away.

I looked at him and nodded my head. He grabbed the box and I followed him into his house. "Alyssa, I'm going to talk to my friend. Don't open the door for anyone else. We'll be in my room honey. I love you"

He locked the door and we walked up the stairs. His house felt cozy. The walls were gray and and most of his furniture were either black or white. He had pictures of Alyssa all over the place, but there wasn't a single photo with her mom in it.

We made it to the top of the stairs and walked down the hallway. There was a set of double doors at the end of the hallway, which I'm assuming is his room. The set of doors was opened by Shawn and his room was massive. He sat the box down and we sat on the edge of his bed.

"Nice room" I admired

"Thanks" He mumbled. "I'm going to get straight to the point. I don't want to waste any of your time anymore. I'm really sorry for yesterday and how I acted. I should've explained to you instead of letting you run off without an explanation. I really do like you and I do want you to meet Alyssa. I want you to meet my parents. I want you with me. I don't look at anyone else. Yesterday was different. That girl at the diner was my ex. She's Alyssa's mom. I was shocked and I wanted to have a good time with you, but I just had a weird feeling and I didn't want things to escalate. I'm so infatuated by you and your beauty. Your personality is amazing. Your laugh lightens up the room. You're everything I could've ever asked for. I want Alyssa having a good role model and I feel like that could be you if you give me a second chance"

His words made me feel weak and I instantly started crying. "I'm sorry Shawn. I shouldn't have reacted the way I did. I should've let you explained. I'm really sorry. I'm glad you still want me because you're the only person I've felt like this with before. I want to be your person. I want to be Alyssa's role model. I want to be there for you both"

We looked into each other's eyes and we both leaned in. The kiss was gentle and soft. I felt him smile and I couldn't help but giggle. He grabbed me by the waist and put me in his bed with my back against the mattress. He moved the hair out of my face and kissed me even harder. Things were escalating quickly and it would've gone farther, but we heard a knock on his door.

"Daddy I hungry" Alyssa yelled.

"We're coming baby" Shawn responded. He gave me another kiss and helped me up off the bed.

"Hi I'm Alyssa, are you daddy's girlfwend"

Shawn looked at me for answer and I couldn't help but nod my head. "I am daddy's girlfriend. I hope you're okay with that"

She nodded her head and held her hands up as she wanted me to carry her. I grabbed her with my two hands and put her on my hip. "You're pretty, you can be my new mommy"

"You're too cute. I'll be here for you forever"

"Pinky promise?" Her big hazel eyes looked up at me and she held out her right hand.

I kissed her cheek and linked pinkies with her. I looked at Shawn and mouthed "I love you"

He pulled us into his arms and said "I love you both"

This is sucky, but hope you guys like it!

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