i never thought that
of all things to break me
it would be a boy
because men have
always
let me down
a father who left me
as empty as his bottles
a man who acted as a father
only to rip the trust apart
with dirty hands
running over my body
never did i imagine
it would be him
to leave me sleepless
waiting for a message that
never will come
but god am i still hoping
