i remember the first time i saw him
because it burned
as if hell had settled in my chest
christ i don't even know you, i thought
how could i possibly like you?
and i was a timid mouse
afraid of the world
and thought,
i'll never get the chance to know you
some time passed
and i did get to know him
but now things had changed
and my thoughts were filled with
christ, i know everything about you
but how could you possibly love me?
and i was a wild flower
not fully bloomed yet, still hiding
and thought
maybe he will never see me as a flower
more time passed
and my heart was ignited again
but this time it wasn't hell in my chest
it was you, filling my body
but now things had changed
and my days were spent thinking
god, i hope this is forever
because his love is my favorite thing
HE is my favorite thing
and we are young
and wild
and naive
and in love
and i've never felt so alive
