I'm taking a break. I've been crying all day. My mom and grandma got into an argument and it got pretty bad. My mom went outside and my grandma locked her out, my mom spent twenty minutes banging on the door until she left. My grandma took me to the courthouse to file an order of protection. I was crying the entire way, because my mom does my hair, and mostly everything for me. Now I'm fucking depressed, I don't wanna do shit. My eyes are completely red from crying. My grandma said she's sick of having to deal with me, and that made me so fucking upset I locked myself in the bathroom and cried my eyes out. My grandma told me that she did what she did because she had no choice, and that it was for her own good. I said "WHAT ABOUT ME?!" We got into an argument then she finished it off by slapping me, I continued to cry. A few hours later she said she was sorry and she loved me, I didn't say anything because I was upset as shit. So yeah, I'm taking a break until I've settled down. Love all of you cuties...sorry I have to. My mental health is wrecked after that.
