is it bad to dwell in feelings?
I can't tell which is worse:
to let feelings go unchecked and bury them deeper and deeper until I forget I ever felt that way,
or
to dwell in the feeling, analyse it and think of all the reasons why I might feel that way and what I should do about it.Both leave my mind feeling confused.
Both damage my relationships with others as I find myself unwillingly pulling away becoming a shadow of who I once was.
The worst thing is I don't know why.
I don't know why I feel empty.
I don't know why I feel nothing.
I don't know why
And I wish I did.Maybe my mind is just in the fog and soon it will become clear. Maybe this is just a season.
For now
I will rest
I will be at peace
Knowing my mind is securely held in my Maker's hands. And there's no safer place to be.
There's no safer place to be.I will emerge from my mind, keeping my ears awake to the gentle whispering to take each moment at a time.
Moment by moment, I will live life moment by moment.
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Skies Of Life
PoetryJust as the sky is different each day so are my thoughts. Here's a window to my thoughts. *disclaimer: I don't always understand them.