CHAPTER 28: confessions:

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“ganon b?... sorry about that... hindi kita kayang iwan Yvonne... at kahit pagtabuyan mo ko at saktan... kahit pilitin mo kong itaboy ka... at kahit mahirap para sayo na andito ako... i will alwaysbe here... perhaps its the only burden that you will ever have. And so i’m sorry for that...”

“naguguilty kasi ako troy.... feeling ko... ang sama kong tao... wala aong karapatang ipagdamot ka.. pero to tell you honestly, nung sinabi mo yung kay eirrhine nung gabing yun... it was painful... it was just painful.... and i don’t know why.... ni hindi ko man lang masabi na mahal kita pero ayoko at natatakot akong mapunta ka sa iba dahil sinanay mo kong anjan ka...”she replied... then tears started to fall..

“i’ve been so unfair to you... lahat ng problema ko inaasa ko sayo... i always pretended to be tough coz i know you were there...but you know nothing at all about me... esp...three years ago...about him...” she continued.

“hindi ko naman hinihiling na sabihin mo sakin yung tungkol sa kanya... kung ayaw mo ok lang... just let me be with you... even just a friend..ok?  don’t mind me being the man who loves you... instead being a person as your bestfriend... that way, it would be easy... hindi mo kelangan maconfused... coz i know, kahit di mo sabihin.... hindi ako yun...” troy told her.

“i never wanted to mention his name,i don’t even want to see him or reminisce everything about him... but troy... he did... he’s back... everything was starting to get fresh... it was difficult and painful... coz after all, i know i still have feelings for him... that man in the past... and this man i was talking was the same person... he is.... trent ”

Nagulat sya sa sinabi ni Yvonne... kaya pala ganon nalang ang reaksyon nia nung nakita nia sitrent sa canteen... her sweetest downfall was trent... and now its all coming back to her...

“i see... hindi naman ako ganun ka stupid para di marealize na sya yung lalaking yun... alam ko na... nung una palang natin syang Makita sa canteen alam kong sya yun...” he smile..

“ironic, but true.... yung taong nanakit at sumira ng puso mo, sya pa rin ang gusto mo... hindi b?  kahit ilang beses mo syang itanggi at itaboy, alam kong sya parin ang gsto mo... you don’t have to feel giulty about it.. nor get confused just because i’ve been here all the time... ang tanging ginawa ko alng naman ay punan yung sakit at pagkukulang nya sayo diba? At kahit di mo yun sabihin at hilingin... i would love to do it... i just hope.... maging Masaya ka... that i way, i will also be...” he hold her hand and look at her..

“ so, i think we both make ourselves clear now,... cheer up dear, i hate seeing you cry... all i can do is support you right?... i will... and i will always be here... i am willing to take away those tears for you... as your bestfirend...” then he hugged her

Tears continueslly fall from her eyes... “thank you... and i’m sorry... im so sorry troy...”

“shhhhh... it’s ok... that’s enough... wala kang dapat ihingi ng sorry coz its my choice... tahan na...” he comforted her...

While thinking (nothing would be more painful than seeing you with me but unhappy... and so i will take the pain... i’am willing to give you up...that way, i know you will be happy... and i will soon be...)

TL3 (To a Long Lost Love)Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon