Jikook One Shots

Short story 7: Too many thoughts

This is in Jimin's point of view. The words Underlined are important and it also means the people who hurt him in this. There are scenes from different events that affected him deeply so pay very close attention.
Warning🚫 This can be triggering

Flash backs

Scene one:
Mom: You know what. I don't want you to ever talk to this.. Person ever again!!

Scene two:
Me: We have to speak in secret.. My mom can't find out.
Person: We need to be careful. I can't lose you again. I love you
Me: I can't lose you either.. I love you too

Scene three:
Person: Im.. In a love triangle..
Me: What do you mean love triangle??
Person: I like someone else too..

Scene four:
Me: Why are you texting my sister so fucking much?
Person: You know that love triangle I was talking about?
Me: ... Yes *starts to tear up*
Person: Its her...
Me: ... You cheated on me.. With her?
Person: ...

Scene five
Me: Please don't leave me *begging* I love you too much!
Person: You cut because of me..
Me: I don't care! Im fine just please don't leave..
Person: Ok..

Scene six
Me: Stop texting her!
Person: She was asking for advice
Me: I dont care! Stop!
Person: ok

Scene seven:
Me: You are hiding something from me
Person: No Im not
Me: Then why did you change your password and refuse to give me it. I gave you mine.
Person: Because..

Lying to me...

Scene eight:
Person 2: I have a crush on you.. But I cant like you.
Me: Its fine if you do.. I still love you. You are one of my best friends.

Scene nine:
Me: Can we talk? You have been avoiding me..
Person 2: ....

Scene ten:
Me: I miss you! I feel like crying and dying!
Person 2: Get help.

Scene eleven:
Person 3: Ill always be here for you. You are important to me..
Me: Thank you.. Your honestly the only person I have...

Scene twelve:
Person: I don't love you anymore
Me: But you promised to wait for me.. You said you loved me.. And wanted me..
Person: Promises break.
Me: You don't want me?
Person: No

The aftermath of that:
I cry as I read those words over and over again. The promises she made were lies, she never wanted me. She doesnt love me. Im nothing... Why.. WHY!?
I run to my room, grabbing my knife and scratching my legs with it as hard as I can. Tears running down my face.. After everything we have gone through.. You do this to me..

Scene thirteen:
Me: We broke up..
Person 3: Im so sorry Jimin... Im here okay? I love you as a friend..
Me: I love you too

Scene forteen:
Me: Wtf!! Why would you tell your girlfriend that I tried to kiss you! I havent seen you in months and nor would I try!
Person 3: Yes you fucking did. Stop lying.
Person 3: Bye bye
You have been blocked

Blocks person

I hold myself while holding the knife infront of my face..maybe.. Things would have been better without me in it...
I press down the knife to my thigh.. Sliding it across as blood starts to dribble from it..

Maybe I am nothing. Maybe Im useless and ugly.. Maybe Im just.. Not enough. When am I enough..