My Husband Is Gay (On Hold)

My Husband Is Gay <33>

~My Husband Is Gay ..33..~

JULIA

“I’m not gay.” Pete said while looking at me.

It was like he is waiting for me to scream and said he liar because he is with Chris right now and how come he not gay when Chris is still his boyfriend. But one thing that he doesn’t know is, I already expect it, just not too sure about it because I still though that he also can be a bisexual.

Actually I though he is a bisexual, and honestly, what he said is quite surprised for me. But I didn’t show it at all on my face. I only keep on a blank face. I don’t know why I make a blank face to him, but what I know is I just did.

“I’m not gay. I’m straight and I like girl only.” Pete continued again.

I was sure he continued it because he thought I don’t understand him, but I understand him really well. I was just lack of emotional right now.

“So, you and Joanne . . .” I said, trailed off at the last part.

When I mentioned Joanne name, he sigh loudly. The way he does right now, it was like Joanne is tiring him out. And at the mentioned of Joanne, he stopped looking at me and looked at his tea and drank it. Just then my mind kept on back to active thinking.

I keep on thinking why would Joanne make him feel tired? Isn’t they are together as a couple. What kind of girlfriend will make their boyfriend tired? I was sure the tired things have nothing to do with their business on their bed. It was like Joanne making Pete emotionally tired.

“Joanne my fiancée.” Pete said with emotionless face and then I chocked on nothing but air.

Not even one, let me repeat, not even one I thought that Joanne is Pete’s fiancée. Let me said it again, not even one freaking cell in my brain ever think that Joanne is more than just a girlfriend toward Pete. Hearing Pete said it out loud totally got me shock to my bone.

“Surprised, right? What do you think she is?” Pete asked me with a small smile and a little amused at my chocking expression.

“I thought Joanne is you girlfriend only and nothing more and a few other thing but definitely and utterly not a fiancée.” I said after sober up from my chocking on air. “If you and Joanne is engage, what about Chris?” I asked him after taking a small breath.

When I mentioned Joanne name, Pete sigh out loud. But now when I mentioned Chris, his face immediately scrunches up in what look like he is hurting. He then laid his elbow on the kitchen island and brings his hand to his face. Even with his eye close, I can still see that he is hurting, broken and sad.

“I loved Chris.” Pete first said and just hearing he love Chris hurt my heart, but I kept on my positive thinking and kept on hearing until he finish talking.

“But not as loved him as a lover, but loved him as a best friend did or maybe even as a brother.” He continued but then stopped and let a small smile come across his face. He is remembering thing from the past. “That was what I am when I first meet him and saved him from being bullied.”

“I saw him like my younger brother and feel the need to protect my younger brother from that stupid kid, who bullied him. Honestly, that what we are for the first few year that we meet each other. We were there for each other like a brother. Best friend.”

“But thing change when Joanne came back into my life.” He stopped again and this time I ask him a question.

“Joanne came back to your life?” I asked.

I mean isn’t that weird because I know from Chris story, he meet Joanne when he was fifteen, the same year that he got romantically with Pete. If Joanne is really not Pete’s cousin like what he kept on saying, that that mean he might know her that year too.