Bitter-Sweet Life [Complete]

A fight between friends?!!

It has been weeks since we broke up,

And not even a tear would come out of my eye

I don't know why but I haven't cried yet

I didn't cry like when I heard that he died

Before, even though I didn't have concrete evidence of his death I cried all night

Yet, now...

It's not like I'm happy about it and it's not like I don't care

I just....I really don't know why...

...

At school, we're still smiling at each other

Only my friends knows it except for us

They would always sympathise me and I'm grateful that they care,

But, going to me and Chad's business, even though we're smiling at each other like nothing happened at all I feel like... There's something awkward, something like unknown truth/reason, something like that..

With that, I can't help but think 'Why did he broke up with me?'

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Lately, I have noticed Jake's absence

It's not likely of him to skip classes nor does he like to be absent on classes...

I wonder what happened...

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-Lunch-

"Say, have you seen Jake?" I asked to my friends

"I know you're worried about your friend but shouldn't you be more worried about your----" Myka reasoned out but I cut her off

I don't know why but I feel like something inside me trigger and snapped

"Jake is also important!" I shouted at Myka

And before I knew it, I threw my bag on her

Going back to my senses,

I was shocked by what I've done

"I-I-I'm s-s-sorry"

"No, no...It's okay, I've said something horrible anyway..." She reassured me

Embarassed and guilty of what I've done,

I grabbed my bag and ran away from them

"Jane?" Myka said but as I continue to ran away her voice become thinner and thinner I wasn't able to hear what she was saying

...

I ran to the bathroom,

Nobody was there,

I went in and face the mirror

Looking at my reflection I started remembering what happened a while ago

I burried my fist on the sink and I began asking myself

"What's wrong with me?"

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