cigarette in hand
drunken madness
at 4am
smoke fills the house
i can smell marijuana
and cheap beer
and sadnessno one dances
we all just lie
sprawled on sofas
on top of each other
isolated
even when we're together
laughter, now and then
crude jokes
people having sex
In the room next doorwe're underage
as we drink
and smoke
escaping thoughts
with a single drag
and lie on top of
each other
hot breath
bodies closeremember when
you were young
8 years old
pigtails and lollipopsremember when
you saw that group
of girls with cigarettes
and coloured hair
of boys with vodka
and bloodshot eyesyour parents told you
that was bad, wrong
that you needed to be good
work hard
never be that wayyou made a promise, then
to them, to yourself
you did not keep it.we are the kids our parents
warned us about.
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