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"Hey cutie" a guy spoke as I walked past him, making me immediately roll my eyes

The guys were one of the multiple reasons I hated school

They knew they could touch, talk to, or look at girls in anyway without any remorse, so they did it, and it sucked.

The guy who spoke ran and caught up with me, his arm bumping mine as we walked- myself staying silent.

"What you almost die with my best friend and you can't speak?" He spoke, making me look to him.

"Jake's your best friend?" I questioned immediately, seeing him nod.

"Since like preschool" he laughed lightly, making me raise my eyebrows- faking my interest.

"So I know your name is Ivory, do you care to know mine?" He laughed as I unlocked my locker.

"Not really" I shrugged, pushing a binder into my locker before locking it back.

"Damn- playing hard to get, that's cute" he grinned.

"It's not playing hard to get- it's not being interested" I responded swiftly, moving towards my class- desperate to escape him.

"Oh Ivory" he laughed

" you'll learn" I spoke, grabbing my wrist, making me immediately turn to look at him

"No girl isn't interested in me."


Friday.

"A party?" My dad questioned- his arm thrown over Katie, his eyebrows pulled together

"Yes- a party" I laughed lightly

"You hate parties" Luke chimed in.

"Well- it's Ben's birthday party, so I feel obligated to go" I mumbled lightly.

"Alcohol?"

"None" I lied

"Drugs?"

"No drugs"

"Boys?"

"Only a few" I grinned.

"Smart choices, okay?" Dad spoke- pure seriousness stretched over his face.

"I never make stupid choices" I smiled, kissing his cheek quickly.

"And I don't want you to start making stupid choices" he smiled back, letting me run upstairs.

I threw on a long sleeve body suit with high waisted jeans and my grey vans.

I threw on a little make up- brushing the knots out of my hair.

I ran downstairs- seeing a text from my friend Vanessa- telling me she was here.

I kissed all the guys quickly- smiling to Katie, who I still hated.

"Be safe!" Michael yelled loudly.

"When am I not?"


I went to Vanessa's car, sitting and exhaling.

"How the fuck did you convince him to let you go-" "little while lies"

We went to the party- immediately walking through clouds of smoke and loud music.

I took deep breaths- finding myself slightly panicked at the amount of people in one little house

I found my way to the kitchen- realizing that I had lost Vanessa probably as soon as I stepped through the door.

I exhaled- seeing Ben, who immediately hugged me- handing me a cup.

"No- no alcohol" I laughed

"I forget your dad's a doctor" he laughed, trying to correct himself.

"Well- you have fun without alcohol, I'll be drunk as a fuck within minutes" he winked- kissing my head before walking away.

I scrolled through my phone for a while- talking to people who acted interested in me soon before I found Vanessa.

"Caleb was looking for you earlier" she smiled

"Who's Caleb?" I asked, her eyes widening

"Hot Caleb" she spoke- as if that would clarify everything

she rolled her eyes at my still confused stature- taking my hand and leading to the the stairs case- where the familiar dick stood

"And there's my girl" he smiled as soon as his eyes met me- making me roll my eyes immediately.

I do admit- he was cute
He was fit, his brown hair swooping into his eyes- his perfectly aligned teeth complimenting his sharp jaw line, his height making it almost a full fuck boy package.

"Boys" he spoke- making the group of guys around him all look in unison

"This is my girl- Ivory-" "I'm not his girl" I quickly dismissed- feeling Vanessa nudge me.

"How about" she spoke slowly- thinking she was helping me

"How about we play some truth or dare?"




Soon we all found our way upstairs to segregate ourselves from the rest of the party- we sat in a circle, waiting on Vanessa to start.

"So Caleb- truth or dare?" She grinned.

I sent Vanessa signals with my eyes- almost begging her not to do what I knew she was going to do

"I'm not a pussy- dare" he smiled

Her evil smile took over

"Make out with Ivory"

He immediately turned to me

"What- no" I laughed lightly, looking between them

"Come on Virgin Mary- don't be such a pussy!" Vanessa yelled, but before I could even object, my face was grabbed and his lips hit my own

The kiss was not enjoyable.
I didn't want it
And he wasn't anything but rough
I could taste the alcohol from his mouth

I put my hands to his chest as he forced his tongue between my lips- holding my head to where I couldn't get away

The more I pushed- the harder his grip.

"Caleb- bro- she doesn't want it" one spoke quietly, making him pull away- never letting go of my head.

"I thought I told you, no one isn't interested in me." He spoke, and i saw almost an anger over him.

"I need to go home" I spoke, standing but my wrists were grabbed, and I was jerked to my knees.

"Caleb" Vanessa's voice spoke.

He held out faces close together, and I was absolutely terrified- but I wasn't going to show him that.

"Kiss me." He spat out.

"Caleb- bro, what the hell." One of his friends spoke- everyone surrounding staring, completely shocked

"This isn't right-" "fucking kiss me, I'm warning you."

I didn't say a word, I stared straight into his eyes.

I suddenly felt a sharp sting across my cheek- my wrist being released as my jaw immediately dropped

Tears rose to my eyes at the feeling of the sting

"Get the fuck out of my face, bitch"

I immediately rose to my feet- pace walking away from the entire group.

I almost ran out the front door- gasping for air.

I started walking home- wanting nothing more than to be with my boys.

"Ivory- are you okay-" "don't fucking touch me!" I yelled as Vanessa's hand hit my shoulder.

"Just- just get the hell away from me"

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