my feet led me to a park, a secluded one, not much far away from the theatre. i sat under a dead tree from where i could barely see the stars and the half faced moon. everything feels so peaceful, except my mind.
i don't know why i feel so disappointed when i shouldn't have. but yes, that did hurt a bit. i couldn't help but sigh thinking about all the possible reasons as to why she wouldn't answer my call and why she wouldn't talk to me.
"she said she missed me, but she doesn't even want to talk to me." i was talking to the stars. "she said she wanted to see me, is she even telling the truth?" i whispered, tring to reach the little lights from the night sky. "she told me i make her heart flutter sometimes, but why is she frowning when she sees my name on her phonescreen?"
i felt sorry for the stars for telling such things. i know it won't answer, i just really need someone to talk too, but i'm literally afraid to take my phone out and call a number.
"she once said she likes me over the phone, i hope it's true though." i closed my eyes and imagined the moment when i heard her say those words.
"well, i don't even mind if she's lying though." i opened my eyes and saw the clouds appearing, blocking the lights in the night sky. god, i'm so stupid.
i sighed. "fine, i won't call her again." i told the clouds, and then it vanished. that was an unsure decision, but it felt like i had to.
i just wish she would call me, just once. i want to hear her voice.
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1. black swan 》jeongmi
Short Storyit took her only one dance to own my heart, but it took me an eternity to convince myself we were never going to happen. ××× Date started: July 3, 2018 Status: Completed Language: Bad English Short Chapters Book 1 of The Women of Yoo Jeongyeon serie...
