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i never approached her, nor called her name out. i never hinted any of my existence. i just wanted to watch her. damn, why do i feel like i'm missing her even more right now?

imagine, it has been almost nine months ever since i've last seen her. i think anyone would relate to how much i wanted to talk to her right now. but i didn't.

she's having fun, and i don't want to ruin that moment right now.

i tried to call her, hoping she would really answer this time. i saw her take her phone out and look at her screen while her phone is ringing. she didn't answer. she left her phone beside her while it's still ringing from my call, waiting for the ringing to stop.

it didn't know it would hurt like this. i couldn't help asking myself why.

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