044 × finding mina

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i didn't realize it too soon that i've been in japan for almost 38 days. the hirais thought it might be the reason why i get bluer and bluer as the days go by. not the color blue, but the feeling of being blue and-- sick. yes, i do feel sick, but i know i'm not. perhaps i was homesick, according to momo.

because of me, the hirais didn't get to enjoy their stay here in chiba after our stay in yokohama. they look worried and stressed. because of that, i insisted on staying in the hotel room for the rest of the trip and let them have their family time.

they couldn't let me do so and leave me behind, but agreed later on when i told them i'm gonna have some alone time and relieve my homesickness by myself.

little did they know, it was just an excuse for me to find mina myself. yes, desperate is my name. so what?

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