Breathe Easy

The only thing

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He stared in my eyes to see if I was serious. I nodded at his un-asked question

"I thought you didn't go?"

"I didn't"

"Then ho-"

"Test. I had to go to the bathroom so I just said what the heck and it was a gender one too.....I guess." He smiled then quickly swept me off my feet and held me high in the air. He lowered me to his face and kissed me. Wrapping his arms around me

"Son?" He asked for reassurance. I smiled

"Yes. You are having a son"

"You are having my son" he said quietly, but happily.

"I had to get a job" I told him. He raised an eyebrow at me

"What!? You shouldn't be working!" He told me

"I have to pay for everything" I told him. He shook his head

"Tell my parents, they'll pay for anything for you"

"I'm not telling them"

"You have to sooner or later" he pointed out

"I want you to be with me though" I whispered. Looking up at him.

"I will" he kissed me. I nodded. Trusting his words. He hugged me

"They'll be so happy"

"Really?" I asked.

"They've wanted to be grandparents for awhile now, not to mention they wanted them from you" I gasped

"What!?"

"Yeah. They love you, Tru"

"Well their wishes are coming true"

"Yeah. Your parents too" I nodded. They're weird. All four of them.

"When can we tell them?" I asked. Hoping that we didn't have to for a long time

"The day I get home with you. No a day after I come home to you"

"Why a day after?"

"So I can get a day alone with you, home. Instead of this cold place" I smiled then hugged him.

"Oh. Okay"

"When's that?" I was scared to know the answer.

"I don't know, as soon as possible" I looked down disappointed.

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I had driven home a few hours of talking to Logan. I was still shocked that I hadn't even known that I had his son in me. I patted my tummy gently. Smiling to myself. Imaging what he'll look like. Will he have Logan's beautiful deep blue eyes? Or will he my dull light blue ones. Will he have Logan's nose or mine? Who would he be like more? What would we name him?

I dragged myself to bed. As I lay in his bed. I could still smell his unforgettable cologne. I turned to my side, wishing Logan was beside me. Holding me as I fell asleep. I could only wish, he was never there though. Everything in his room reminded me of him, but the only thing that kept me sain was our son, occasionally moving just a tiny bit since he wasn't old enough to be able to actually kick.

My eyes slowly drifted close as I listened to As long as you love me. And Beautiful Soul too.

When I woke up, I smiled right away. There is one thing that sickened me though, When will Logan be released? Will they wait until the day that I go to the hospital or what? I hope not, but no one there was sure about when he'd be let go.

I sat on the couch. Staring at what was on TV. I turned my xbox on and turned the TV to meet the Black Ops screen. Multiplayer. Free-for-all. A few people's mics were on, and the language they used didn't surprise me. I spoke

"You won't grow up around that kind of stuff. I'll have to tell your Daddy to be careful about his mild words." I continued to play, I got second place in seven rounds and got first place in three and elsewhere in four rounds.

Walking to the kitchen it was so empty here, and quiet and lonely. I missed Logan yelling at me, and being nice too. I just missed him all together. Something popped into mind. His son better not have his easily angered personality.

There was a knock on the door. My eyes snapped to the door. It wasn't Logan. I slowly walked over to the door and opened it. Kelsey and Ronnie. Kelsey hugged me, practically tackling me in the process. It hurt too.

"Kelsey, ouch. Let go please" I winced. Ronnie raised an eyebrow at me. They didn't know. She did as I asked and stepped back towards her husband

"I told you I'd come. This was my only day off. Are you feeling alright? I mean with, Logan?" I nodded

"Yeah" I answered.

"Come on in" I side stepped so they could come in. They sat on the couch while I stood. I couldn't sit down, I didn't want too. I put a hand over my still small stomach. It wasn't flat, but a little flatter than you'd expect

"Tru?" Ronnie pulled me out of my train of thought

"What?" I asked calmly

"Are you......." he paused not sure how to word it.

"Logan, you and him......" he paused again. I furrowed my eyebrows at him. I knew what he meant.

"You used to hate him. Why'd you do it?"

"Do what?" I acted completely normal, on the inside I was nervous though

"You are having Logan's child" he blurted out in a calm quiet tone. Kelsey nearly jumped out of her skin.

"You're!" She couldn't finish. She was so shocked

"Wait. You're not even dating. Why did you?" She asked.

"You were at court"

"Yeah. But you said you weren't going to follow through"

"We didn't until the last night"

"You know that doesn't work, right?" She said. Ronnie still didn't understand though, he had more questions

"You hated each other, now you're having a kid with him?" He asked. I nodded slowly

"How? What about how Logan was? Didn't that cross your mind? He doesn't know how to take care of a child, just how he acts" he explained to me

"Logan is how Logan is. Nothing and no one is going to change him, not even having a kid. It didn't need to cross my mind"

"Logan gets angry. You know that, what if he gets to angry. He'll hit you or the k-"

"Logan has never hit me. He never even got close to hurting me" I defended. He sighed

"You're crazy for thinking that Logan would make a good father"

"He's twenty-three! And I'm twenty-two! We are not kids! We can do what we want!" I groaned. I stared darts at Ronnie. Kelsey stood up then

"Calm down. Ronnie, she's right. She lives with Logan, she knows how he is. She wanted to have a kid with him, you don't have a say in what Logan and Tru does. I think it could be a good idea" she said.

"What about all those times that you came over crying that Logan was mad for no reason!?" He yelled.

"Don't yell at me in my own apartment"

"You made a mistake, you don't diserve a child" he told me. That stung. I didn't show it though

"Get out" I hissed venomously. He stood up

"I was going to leave anyways" Kelsey turned to me

"I'm sorry about this, I don't know why he's acting like this" I nodded and watched as she chased after him. I locked the door. Fisting my hands in my hair I leaned my back against the door. What the heck was his problem!?