You are not alone

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I grabbed my keys from the counter then looked back at Logan.

"Logan, come with me please"

"Are you sure?" I nodded, he nodded back then stood up. Walking towards me, he opened the door. Allowing me to go out first.

~ </3 ~

My mom hugged me as I walked into our house. My dad was at work.

"So what brings you here?" Logan spoke up, and explained everything that has happened for the past month.

"So it is either I have a baby with Logan, or he goes to prison" my mom was shocked, and she wasn't to happy about Logan's actions on lying to the judge

"What do you want more to happen?"

"I don't know what you mean. I don't want either of them apart of my life. I want to have a kid in a few years, not right now" she thought for a moment.

"If you had to choose, right now, or Logan would be executed. What would you choose?" I studdered

"What-what does that solve?"

"He's dead"

"Try again"

"Logan is going to be executed unless you tell whether you don't want a kid, or you do" I looked at Logan, then not having time to think different I blurted out

"I want to have Logan's baby!" I covered my lips with my hand. Feeling heat rise to my cheeks already. I stood up grabbing Logan's hand and practically dragging him out the door, not listening to my mom's further words.

Jumping into the driver's side, I punched the gas and sped off. He was confused and shocked of my actions

"Why did you do that?"

"What?" I asked flustered, running a shaky hand through my hair.

"You dragged me out of the house, then wasted almost ten gallons of gas there" I shook my head not answering. He stared at me for a few minutes, waiting for an answer, but then scowled once he realized that I wasn't going to give him one. I drove to Kelsey's house. He wasn't paying attention to where we were going so that was good. I tightened my grip on the steering wheel, thinking of what just happened

"Tru, come on. Tell me what's wrong" I didn't speak

"Tru" he said more strict. Still no answer

"Tru, answer me!" He didn't yell, but it was an order. I slammed on the brakes knowing that it wasn't at all good for the car. I turned towards him in my seat then looked deep in his eyes. Mine were hating, mine were mad, and frustrated. At this moment I didn't love Logan....I hated him, once again.

"You will not, order me around like you used to!" I growled angrily.

"Why won't you tell me what is wrong!?"

"Because I am lost, and scared and I don't know what to do! I don't have anyone helping me, and caring about me, I'm alone on this, Logan!"

"You are not alone. I am here with you. You don't have to be scared. I will find you, Tru."

"Well that's what I feel like!" I opened the door and got out, slamming it shut behind me. Kelsey's house was on Logan's side. Ronnie was sitting on the porch. Logan got out and stepped in front of me. I tried to go to one side then the other, but he just followed my movements.

"Get out of my way" I told him. He shook his head

"Not until you explain what's wrong" I shoved him back

"Get out of my way! You don't understand Logan! You will never understand!" He grabbed my wrists

"You can help me to understand" he said in a much softer voice

"No. Leave me alone. I don't want to see you right now" I cried out. Ronnie stood up.

"I'm not leaving you, Tru. Get back in the car, and let's go home" I slapped him

"I will never listen to you!" I yelled. He slammed his fist on the car's roof

"Get in the car!" He yelled. The roof had a nice dent in it

"Whoa, Logan. Calm down" Ronnie said behind me. I sighed a breath of relief.

"Get out of here Ron" Logan said strictly.

"It's my house. Logan, you need to be nice to, Tru" oh no

"Don't tell me what to do! I can do anything I want!"

"I would think twice before saying that" Ronnie meant the judge

"Well, the judge thinks a few things....she thinks that Tru is having a baby with me" Ronnie gasped quietly. He looked down at me

"Tru....Get in the car" Logan hissed at me. I shook my head, a tear streaming down my face. Logan stepped foward. I swallowed. I was truely scared of Logan right now. Ronnie, had a hand on my back letting me know that he wouldn't let anything happen

"Keep your hands off of her!" Logan growled 'protectively' as he grabbed my hand and pulled me to him, forcefully. Ronnie, pulled Logan away from me, but Logan punched him in the face.

"Tru, get in the car now!" I stared in his eyes, mine were hurt, and scared. His were angry, annoyed and hating. Once I shook my head, again refusing to do what he wanted, he grabbed my arm and shoved me into the car on his own. Shutting the door behind him he ignored Ronnie's bloody nose. I jumped out of the car once Logan was to the other side, and I dropped to my knees beside him, and spoke in a hurry

"Ronnie, I am so sorry. Please don't call the cops though. Logan is mad at me and he took it out on you, so please don't say anything. I will be fine" two hands were on my shoulders yanking me up from the ground. Kelsey rushed out of the house seeing me being pulled away from Ronnie, she stared at me as she ran to her husband, her eyes were worried for me. She pulled out her phone, she looked up at me one last time, I shook my head. She got the message and put her phone away slowly.

~ </3 ~

Logan opened the apartment door and slammed it behind us. He wouldn't say anything. I was scared of what could happen, he could easily punch me, or kill me, at how angry he is right now. My bedroom door opened and he shoved me down to the ground. I stared up at Logan, I cried more as I whispered

"I hate you. I hate you.....I hate you, Logan" with that he slammed the door shut.

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