My Heart's Thoughts About You

Letter 24

I love you to. I hope u think the same thoughts... I'm sorry I don't have much inspiration right now...

I'm flightless at the moment...

Waking up from something I never want is about the worst it can get for me.

I don't want to see you slam a door in my face.

I don't want to beg for forgiveness...

I don't want to hurt you...

I don't want to fight with you...

I was having a bad day in my dream... You came home just happy and I yelled at you for being happy... Telling you that "your not the one I want to be around right now"

You tried to hug me and tell me it was ok...

Like you always do.

And I hurt you... Badly...

I never want to do that...

But I love you.

And I never don't want to hear you say it....

I don't want the words "I hate you" to come out of your mouth...

I don't want to cry of a dream I know isn't real...

Is it because if afraid?

No...

It's because I don't want it to happen...