Waking up to your poems give me a sense of peace... I've been asleep go three hours... All night I've been fighting with my dreams....
I really need a hug...
Your hug.
It's not that the dreams are you hurting me,
No it's never that
They are always about ME harming you in some way....
I hate it... I'll scream at myself util I no longer have a voice,
I will rip and claw at my shoulders to get myself to stop
Then she turns to me and starts screaming awful things....
Like I shouldn't be alive because I've hurt and lied to so many people...
"Have I really!?" I always ask
Then she says "fine.... I'll punch u with every lie that you've told.!"
Soon enough I'm dead, trying to make my way to somewhere happy. In my mind I know that not one of those punches where to u
I'll never lie to you... But I don't mean to do it to others as well.....
YOU ARE READING
My Heart's Thoughts About You
PoetryThis is to my love, they will be short poems or letters, kinda like she's doing for me. So here are the words of my heart to her. ^_^
