Letter 6

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Dear love,

God dammit!!! I'm sick of dreams! I'm sick of sleep!! I wish humans didn't need it... Like a vampire... I'm sick of having dreams that I'm with you and I'm not...

it's just you and me! I'm so happy! Then it blows up in my face... Earthier u dying from someone or something, or I've left you broken hearted.... (Those are the ones I cry most) or ones where I'm dead... Or- endless outcomes, let's just say that.

Other dreams... When I'm with u here in my house. We are alone and it's late at night, your giving me one of my favorite head scratches as we skype a friend or we are watching a movie. But those end up in other things that I love....

I guess I'm just impossible huh? Hehe.... I really really miss u... And to a song lyric we both know....

It seems almost like I'm going to have to wait a thousand years to have u all to myself.

Sorry that sounds bad and cheesy. Hm I guess I'm just posting this one to rant a bit...

But hay, if I do have to wait, I'll wait a billion years if it means one day being with u, having you all to myself, or having your arms around me.

I love u so much <3 <3

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