Sisterly Love

Monster

Elsa POV

It's finally come, come to knock down my door. I can't hide this time like I hide before. The storm is awake, the danger is real. My time's running out, don't feel, don't feel. "Fear will be your enemy and death its consequence." That's what they once said to me and it's starting to make sense. All this pain, all this fear began because of me. Is the thing they see, the thing I have to be. 

A monster, were they right? Has the dark in me finally come to light? Am I a monster full of rage, Nowhere to go but on a rampage? Or am I just a monster in a cage? "End this winter, bring back summer, Keep your guard up" ordered Hans with his men. "No harm comes to her" he told them. 

I can hear them out there. What do I do? No time for crying now. I've started a storm, gotta stop it somehow. Do I keep on running? How far do I have to go? And will that take the storm away or only make it grow? 

I'm making my world colder. How long can it survive? Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive? Was I a monster from the start? How did I end up with this frozen heart? Bringing destruction to the stage. Caught in a war that I never meant to wage. 

Do I kill the monster? Father, you know what's best for me. If I die, will they be free? Mother, what if after I'm gone the cold gets colder and the storm rages on? No! I have to stay alive to fix what I've done. Save the world from myself and bring back the sun. 

If I'm a monster then it's true. There's only one thing that's left for me to do. But before I fade to white I'll do all that I can to make things right. Hopefully. I cannot be a monster. I will not be a monster. Not tonight!