My Brother, The Hunter **Being Revised/Edited**

Be His Savior

*Soul P.O.V.*

I stared at the scenary infront of me. It was breath taking it seemed to good to be real.

I felt someone walk behind me, I turned and saw Jayden sit next to me.

"Beatiful isn't it?" he asked staring at it. I nodded.

"It's amazing." I whispered to him.

"Soul I never really got to apologize for what I did that day infront of the pack." He said to me. i turned and faced him.

"You did apologize more than once I just never listened to you because I was so blinded by pain" I said to him.

"No I mean I never got to tell you how sorry I am for being the mate I was. I wasn't the perfect mate you deserved. I should have stud up for you as my mate I loved you so much Soul. I still do even though here wherever we are there is no such thing as supernatural beings I still can't stop my heart from feeling the way it does. I love you and can't help but wander what our life would have been if I had not done what I did that day and you had remained in my pack. Had my children at the pack and watched them grow and have you between my arms to hug and kiss and whisper how much I love and will always love you. Watch us grow old together and watch the kids grow old and see Mathew train for the alpha position. Watch him take it and watch Alanna as she would come home crying over boy drama and have to be the possessive dad." he said to me. I blinked away the tears.

"I can only imagine how much I would have wanted to cry the day she came home having found her mate or the day they got engaged. Having to let go of my princess the day I walked her down the aisle to her husband or the day she had her own pups. I can only imagine Mathew meeting his mate and making her so happy. Soul I wish I could have choosen differently. I want to go back I want my family by my side but you were so much happier with Michael I can't do that to you. I can't make you unhappy for my selfish reasons. I'm sorry for not having the mate you deserved and I'm sorry for having caused you so much pain." He said to me.

I wiped away the tears flowing down my cheeks. I closed my eyes and couldn't help but cry.

I felt his arms go around me bringing me close to him. I burried my face in his chest and breathed in his scent. It was just like I remember it and the way his arms went around me just like I remember them when we would cuddle in the early mornings.

"It's okay Soul. I'm so sorry." He said to me. I hugged him.

I looked at him.

"I never stopped loving you Jayden how could I? You were my first love. My first everything. My mate. My heart refused to stop loving you ever. The day you died I felt like a piece of my died with you, I watched you drop to the floor and watched Jocelyn hold you and I couldn't help but stand there frozen my true love had died... my mate had died. I love Michael now but there was always a place for you in my heart no matter how many times I wished there wasn't it was. I...." I stopped and cried. He just hugged me.

"I know I had my chance." He said to me.

"Jayden I can't choose... I love you but I love him too..." I whispered to him. He nodded.

"And I'm not going to make you choose." He said to me. He pulled me up with him. He wiped away the tears from my face.

"Don't cry." He said to me.

"Well I only cry for those who mean a lot to me." I said to him.

He hugged me and then tickled me. I laughed like crazy. I smiled mischeviously.

"Let me have a piggy back ride please!" I said to him. he laughed.

"Fine come on monkey jump on my back." He said squating down for me to reached.I laughed and got on his back. I smiled.