My Boss' Fling and First Love (On Edit)

Chapter 11 - Apologize

Jai's POV

I WAS STUNNED. A friend? Mapakla akong natawa. Should I be thankful because he introduced me in that way instead of saying that I'm a maid? D.mn it, am I even his friend? Mayr'on bang magkaibigang nagtatalik? Oh hell, mayr'on nga, kami.

Wala sa sarili akong kumuha ng alak sa tray ng waiter na dumaan sa gilid ko. Diretso kong ininom iyon kahit na may hapding rumehistro sa lalamunan ko. This j.rk is really an expert on hurting me. It's funny how he keep doing it without even realizing.

"And I actually planned of courting her, to make her be legally mine after settling things with Amixel. "

Naglakad ako paalis doon at hindi na pinakinggan ang kung ano mang pinag-uusapan nila. Narinig kong may kung ano pang idinugtong si Drake sa sinabi niya pero hindi ko na inintindi pa iyon, dahil kagaya kanina at ng kanina at ng kanina pa, hindi ko marinig nang malinaw ang bawat sinasabi niya! What the hell is wrong with my ears?!

The word that he used to introduce me to his friends or whoever the hell are them, already is enough to make me feel embarrassed, hurt, and woke the sleeping anger inside me again.

He's really a b.stard. I hate him! The h.ck, I really hate him!

Hindi ko alam kung ilang liko ang ginawa ko para masigurong nakalayo na ako sa lalaking 'yon. Inis akong dumiretso sa counter. Is this really a house? It looks like a large bar and I just realized it now. I ordered hard drinks, I'm planning to get myself wasted here and no one could ever and mustn't stop me.

"She's a friend."
"She's a friend."
"She's a friend."

Why his voice keeps playing at my mind? At bakit ang mga salitang 'yon pa ang paulit-ulit na nagrereplay?

I wipe the tears away on my face. Nakakainis. Kailan ba matatauhan ang sarili ko na hindi deserve ng lalaking iyon ang kahit na ano sa'kin? Pero nakuha na niya ang v-card ko, ano pa ba talaga ang balak niyang kunin?

I could feel that my throat is turning hoarse, but no, I won't stop drinking even my head is already killing me, great.

"Hey. I'm sorry but I can't help stop myself to come near you. You're d.mn hot." A random guy approached me. I looked at him and for a moment, my vision gets blurry. I laughed. He's two, oops he became three oh wait, he came back one.

"Go find other woman to f.ck out there. Leave me alone," I snapped at him. I can't even believe how unstable my voice sound.

"So sassy. I love that."

I want to punch him when I caught him staring at my bosom but my hands doesn't have energy to punch the h.ck out of him.  He took a drink and looked away.

"What are you doing?" My voice turned out to be just a whisper because of pounding in my head even though I badly want to shout at him for caressing my thigh which was revealed by the slit of my dress. He's an a.shole than Drake, every man is an a.shole!

I emptied another shot glass. Tila nasanay na ang lalamunan ko sa paso at hapdi dahil wala na akong naramdaman nang linunok ko ito nang diretso. I don't like the fact that I cannot forget Drake even just for a minute so I decided to let this moron to continue what he's doing. He's just caressing my thigh anyway. As far as I can remember, Drake did something more than this. I giggled when the hand of this f.cking stanger went higher than earlier. I could feel the tickle. I should get angry but why would I bother if I can take another glass to drink again.

I don't know if I'm correct but the moron's hand disappeared in my thigh. I heard a loud thud and some gasps. I don't care, I just want some drinks but the shot glass is so far from me or I'm just slow. D.mn this headache, my vission wasn't even clear.