Dear Mom,

aunt violet

dear mom,

mommy i know i shouldn't feel jealously,

or envy and all those feelings.

but after staying for the night at cedric's,

and seeing how close,

cedric's aunt was to cedric

it just makes my teeth clench,

and my fists tighten.

gosh mommy,

i know that cedric's aunt is related to him,

well sort of.

but i mean,

how am i supposed to respond to their loving happiness?

it sort of makes me feel sick,

and angry,

and moody,

and plain just going insane with anger.

and i mean,

she's way more prettier than me!

she's tall,

most likely 6 feet.

i'm only 5'5".

she has really pretty blue eyes,

i honestly have some sort of boring eye color.

she has a thin body,

i just have this random body.

i don't even know if it's skinny,

or not.

she just is pretty in general.

her husband is handsome too.

and i'm just well.

it's like i'm garbage,

and she's the recycle.

garbage gets thrown away,

recycles gets recycle and comes back.

love,

ann

written on a plain white piece of paper with cedric's aunt photo next to it.